C14 LiFe At SG

2012

2012-01-01T23:36:00.002+08:00

Halo all :)
firstly I wish you guys a very happy new year!
time past so fast!, seriously when i think about it during the last day of countdown last year i am at Marriott going to MCD..
and now another countdown is gone..
yest went out with Ivonne, Agnes, & Nadia to catch MI4
very nice movie in my opinion, all the stunt he did seems very challenging and we really did had our heart ponder hard in some scenes lol
after movie, we split and i went to had final 2011 dinner with siauku..
she book a private room at jumbo Riverwalk, 2 big table..
can u imagine our table actually finish 7 big srilanka crabs, 2 big plate of poached live prawn, 1 big plate of seaweed bean-curd, and another 2 plate of starter (which i can't remember the name)
our table mostly were guys..
but when all the girls have stop eating, i am still eating with the rest of the guys
si be greedy, but actually that time i didn't really fill full :p
after eat i go back with siauku n family..
but coz the stupid train came so slow, we end up missed out the countdown fireworks
but to me its the same whether i can view it or not..
went home at 1am, reach home at 2am..
play laptop for a while then bath (very late!!!)
finally sleep at 4am..
and today i went to Chinatown to check on rates to Phuket..
after i came back home, my whole body aching..
sian sia first day of 2012, i am SICK!
eat med and gg to sleep soon
c u :)

Numb

2011-12-19T22:25:00.002+08:00

today whole body aching!
feels like going back to work at hotel, carrying heavy stuff, selling mooncake, etc..
i just don't have good sleep yest..
things is getting worse..
jane is going to resign..
i now getting more headache..
only left me n ivonne..
how are we going to cope??
i seriously need a break..
i dun mind spending 3 days away..
now seriously i dun care if my pay was cut..
all i want is a getaway that will refresh my mind back..
i have been working like a robot..
can you imagine, even in my dreams im dreaming of all those accounts worrying that i haven't deposition them properly, fuck!
i hate it but choices are limited..
what i have is to suck everything up and move on..
i really have no energy for the day..
after finish work back home n sleep..
tomorrow wake up and the same ritual happens again..
somehow im not the only one who feel this, the rest of my colleague too..
my boss, she suffer the most..
haiz lastly i must shut my mouth and keep my head up..
time won't turn back for me, i must chase the future..
haha ok nite all ciao :))

Let's just bid farewell

2011-11-29T00:02:00.002+08:00

sian sian sian..

these few days i am just not in good situation..

everyday i was chased for artwork, sometimes things that i hate the most will be people keep on asking me for their stuffs..

i try to get it done but i can't promise that will be what i am going to say..

i hate this feeling..

why people are just so persistent??
why u just dun want to understand others..

all you have to think about is yourself..

now worse case is gonna happen..

one by one all the designers are gone..

left few of them..

my fav one is going off as well..

i really feel sad..

they are not like this before..

everything just happen so fast that i could not even believe my own eyes..

i dun wish that they being treated like this but i can't do anything..

whatever i say means nothing..

i try my best but please dun push a person more than their limit..

one day they will explode..

PS:my dear friend, all the best to you! i know you have a better future out there and you will definitely shine one day :)

Karaoke + Sushi

2011-11-20T22:57:00.003+08:00

Hoho finally today i get to sing after so long waiting..

today me,ivonn,nadia went to clementi party world, we sing for 2 hours..

seriously to me party world is the best!

all types of songs are available..

even old indo songs..

if kbox huh dun even think about it..

after singing for 2 hours till 7pm, we went to clementi mall for dinner but ivonn want to buy gmat book so we accompany her to buy..

after that we decide to eat..

first we got 3 choices: Toyoma, Sticky Rice, and Ichiban Sushi..

finally 9 plus then we went for Ichiban..

nice place and the queue is long, we waited fr about almost 20 min..

the food is not bad to me but not tremendously great..

may b next time i should try their sushi coz as per ivonn they are the best among all..

i had a very big set of dinner tonite which makes me super bloated..

after that followed by dorayaki as dessert..

see my dinner:

After food, we went home and so here i am..

haha will have a very good sleep tonite..

oyasumi everyone :DD

My precious 3 days off

2011-11-07T23:33:00.006+08:00

Its the end, no more off day for 5 days :(

kinda sad but need to get back to work

for the past 3 days, i am occupied by many things

Sat, i got a very far relatives wedding to attend as my parents can't make it so they ask me to go

The venue is at Traders Hotel SG, Shangri-la sister hotel

The food is not bad however to rate the service it consider poor

Our waiter is slow that he could even finish clearing our table after the second last course

But he is a friendly guy that full of passion just need more training dude ;)

Done with my sat, on sund i date bak out for movie

we watch sector 7, a movie by Ha Ji Won, our fav actress

She is still very pretty eventhough her body and face somehow covered by mud

It is a pretty interesting and thrilling story

But sadly there is no happy ending

For this movie i'll rate it 8/10 (great acting Ha Ji Won!)

Oh Ji Oh_Ha Ji Won_Ahn Sung Ki

And for today, i meet Sanny for another movie (so rich ho?)

We meet at 4pm after her work

We went to Marina Square for this movie, lucky she grab the ticket earlier so we get good seat

The movie title is "you are the apple of my eye"

To me this is a fascinating love story

Although I don't like Taiwan drama or movie but for this one will be an exception

This movie did touch my heart

Remake based on a novel by the author who experience it

A sweet love story from high school

However the ending is not as we expected

The main character girl finally get married to another man

Sad but the main guy who fall in love and waited for the girl for 10 years seriously deserve an applause

They love each other but they just can't express their feelings out

The guy is too scare thinking that he will be rejected by the girl on the other hand the girl wish to know that the guy love her as she is not being a smart girl in their class

If he is just 1 step faster may be the ending of this story will be different

But still he is a guy that is very positive, eventhough its pain to see the girl he loves belong to

someone else, he still cherish her wedding

To him "Loving a person doesn't mean that you hate the other person who snatch her away, in fact you should be happy for her that she can find someone truly for her"

What a sweet quote!

May be next time when there is a chance don't let it run away from you

I should ask Mr.B to watch this but hopefully he won't feel as as this story will remind him of the girl he love

For this movie, I rate 9/10!

Really <3 it :)

How I wish I could have such beautiful love story

KT & CY

We can't pleased everybody

2011-10-14T23:16:00.002+08:00

It has been tough for these few days back

I have never feel so much pressure before this

seriously i hate this feeling

people are just so fake and only think about themselves

i cant say that i am perfect

i do pissed by people sometimes but i will try to look from the positive side

i will just shut up and try to listen

if things didnt work out then its too bad

i really miss zabo, i really want to see her and tell her everything

i dunno how long i can survive

i even got a crazy idea to quit my job

but will i be able to get better opportunity than now?

i dun think so

now i have good boss, nice colleagues, fun designers to work with

but seriously i am really scared that one day they will disappear

my bad feeling has keep on coming

creative will be dismissed

i cant imagine that

sometimes i really hate to say that but people here are just so fuck up that they treat us like dogs

damn its irritating man!

wtf doesnt mean that they are lower class than you

you will die if you dont have them

i hate the way you talk about them

your sarcastic way of saying as if they are idiots

come on people do make mistakes

we all do

but you cant judge people by saying things like tat

they are seriously more creative than you

i am not being biased, i am not protecting anyone but im just saying the truth

human are just jerks we will simply push blame to another party

well i am jerk as well as i have been pushing away a lot of blames

oh fuck can we just understand each other?

wouldnt it be better?

everything seems to be more complicated

but seriously one day if they all boycotting your company

you will die, i am very sure

fuck i hate this, man! DAMMIT!

1 eye

2011-09-21T23:48:00.002+08:00

Hi All,

Long time no see..

When typing blog I seriously feels like typing email to reply client, to reply sales, or asking for artwork from designer..

Now is 11:50pm

Firstly I would like to say Happy Birthday to Adelynn Ang, pretty gal from Exec lounge..

A person that has been with me when I am still at Marriott..

I kinda miss her but Im just too afraid to sms her as I have not been contacting her since I finish my intern at Marriott..

Secondly, me, inge, n sasa today went to visit Bob (our high school friend)

When I receive the call from Inge, I am shock knowing that he was admitted to hospital

It really reminds me of Angeline's case, she never really told me what happen as she herself also not very sure

Then I rush from work to SGH, meeting Inge n sasa at Outram park

from there we walk and finally decided to take a cab as we worried that we would get lost

We reach there at 8pm and go to his ward and visit him

To my surprise one of his eye is no longer functioning

I was speechless, Inge n sasa is shock and "lemas"

We ask him on the incident and what exactly happen

He told us as he was studying Biology in Bandung, at night when he was rode on bike by his friend a person from "genk motor" has throw the metal rope of bicycle and unfortunately he is around there, then accident happen

His pupils was slice to 2 which damage his entire sight

Poor Bob, he say during that time it is not so painful

His friend made a call back to Rantau and tell his mom about what happen to him

Bob himself also speak to his mum asking her not to worry too much

But when she saw him she was very sad and shock to see her elder son lost his one eye sight

I cant imagine if I were the one who is in his position

I probably dun want to life anymore

He still calm his mum down by saying "eventhough I lost an eye but I still have another eye to view microscope"

I bet his mum is in great heart pain when he say that

His mum thank us for coming and visit him

She also give him a lot of encouragement

God please give him your blessing

Hi Bob, don't feel terrible although you lost something precious but I believe that God has something better in return for you, so don't ever feel that you are not valuable. Life is a journey, you have to go through it so maintain your positive attitude and you will be the most wonderful person ever in the eye of God. Amitofo.

Hello Sunday :))))

2011-08-28T11:43:00.008+08:00

Hi Morning people!!

Or I should say late morning >.<

today is another brand new day..

Hari Raya is just on the corner..

gonna be another busy day without designers around :(

all of them will have holiday for about 1 week and more

envy them :(

so we need to work without them

how are we suppose to do :((

ok last thursday is Nan Nan last day in SG

me,min2,zabo,sunny,ivy,jia yi meet her for dinner

we dine at paradise dynasty :))

everyone is starting to be more and more busy

Zabo still looking for perfect hotel to work for although to me she should just grab her great opportunity tat time

Min2 is looking forward for another intake of SIA, all the best to her!

Sunny has start working at Sheraton as GSE, its tiring for her but hope that everything will be fine for her :))

Ivy found a job as sales coordinator at Merchant Court, the day we met is her first day!good luck girl :))

Jia Yi signed for Fullerton Bay as a concierge, good for her!she got bright future :))

as for Nan Nan, she went back CQ, she is accepted as F&B director's secretary at Intercontinental

i wish u all the best and shine :))))

please comeback ASAP!

we all miss u!!

jiayi_ivy_me_sunny_zabo_nan2_min2

me_nan

yest i went out wit inge gank

went to myphosis, they have sale!

but in the end i buy nothing

i am just wasting other people's time huh!

i met Felicia Mok there

she is still the same

she told me she is looking forward to go back and study again at SIM

good to hear that :))

as for Alis, she told me Alis found a job as CS as well

and her pay is quite good

Thank god she manage to find a job as she really need pass to stay in SG

now i realize everybody has move on

time will nvr turn back, we just need to focus ahead

PS:recently i found sth so interesting that i will giggle to myself whenever i saw it!

onew_taemin_gay_jonghyun_minho_key

YOU ARE SO ADORABLE!

my cute taemin :))

I am officially full timer now!

2011-08-11T21:37:00.006+08:00

Hi there so long i have neglected my blog..

tis will be my first post after my 2 weeks working with the SD..

it has been a very long story how i end up getting this job but nevertheless i am satisfy..

i was interview right after i done with my intern on 1st July..

after the interview i went to USS with marriott peeps..

i go there in the afternoon..

while playing half way i realized i got 2 miss call from SD..

i call back and i was directly told that i am accepted..

they offered me the expected salary..

5.5 working days and office hour..

my dream job, i have always wanted my own cubicle in my work place..

thx a lot to god i am accepted..

on the 7th july,i went back to medan..

spend times with my family..

went to enjoy myself TTM..

i eat most of the food..

eventhough my time is short but it is fun..

on the 15th i got the reply from SD HR saying that my pass is approved..

i went back to SG the next day..

after my pass have been approved i immediately start work..

all my colleagues and boss are very nice to me..

i am so thankful until now..

seriously i have never regret working with Suntec, Marriott, n SD now..

so far all the people who i work with are very nice..

i dunno how to describe it but i think i will use the word lucky..

thank you so much for everything god..

here are the CS team :))

jane_ivonne_fuei ngee_me

work is never going to be easy but commitment is very important, if you hate your job you feel miserable to drag yourself to work everyday.

so my advise is take everything positively and love your job :))

Miss my dear TY so much! I miss him till when i see the chimpanzees in the movie The rise of the apes movie, i think of him! People say I am a bad sister but to me, he is like a chimpanzee trying to stay the way he is despite how others judge him. He might not be a normal human but he has the purest heart and mind than any one else in this world :))

me me me and me again!tis will be the picture taken from veron's iphone..

i love it!tat is the real me! Sylvia who loves food and enjoy every single bite of them <3

shag

2011-06-14T22:41:00.003+08:00

today is my off day..

i spend my time wit cousins eat at sakae..

they treat me..

then i went to oz embassy..

dissapointed coz they closed..

i made a call to their office..

a lady pick up my phone call..

she is damn rude..

pliz la if ur are so impatient u better dun go for tis job..

ur whole life will be damn miserable i tell u..

fuck up attitude..

hate tis feeling then i went forever 21 n get a jumper there..

then i go bugis street..

shop shop n got myself 2 tops n 2 shorts..

feel guilty but need to pamper myself sometimes..

after tat i da bao chix rice went home eat..

somehow i really hate this feeling..

i love my bffs more than anything..

i seriously hope they understand me..

eventhough sometimes i might be unreasonable but deep in my heart i think bout u all a lot..

i somehow scared tat as times goes by we will be separated n cant see each other anymore..

i dun want tat to happen..

how i wish we nvr grew up just stay 15 for the rest of our lives..

hey u guys!

I LOVE YOU noted tat!

i hope u dun change coz i cant find medicine to cure this pain..

PS:bak,if u read tis u are also one of them..

2nd last department

2011-05-26T19:17:00.002+08:00

wooooww time flies!

now im alrdy at bqt my 2nd last department..

and guess wat im loving it!

i feel easily blend in here..

im comfortable wit it..

the manager ask me to work full time there..

but i dun think so, to me bqt very tiring..

everyday ot and must finish all the job then i can go home..

to me doing training there is fun but if u ask me to work full time i should think twice..

yest quite pissed wit mr.w who call me and ask me about my fren who want to work part time..

by right it supposed to be a very normal conversation but it end up irritates me like hell..

i feel like owing him sth but im not..

and in the end i must promised to help him back at CR..

bloody hell when u need people u want people to rush for u, when ur mood swing u then fuck them upside down..

wat kind of supervisor are u??

seriously i hate to work for him but i love the rest of the people who i work wit..

damn angry and sad at the same time..

why i cant say NO???!!!

FML.

ps:i want to go on holiday again, hope my wish come true.

2 more months to go

2011-05-08T17:31:00.002+08:00

awww finally im done in PG..

now im in retail department..

we are doing charity to gain donation for kids who suffer cleft lips..

the donation we made is for their operations..

so far we are doing well..

we make 4,000 cakes..

on thursday night i send my pinoy frens back..

we cry at airport..

i feel lost, they are just so precious for me..

to me they are so awesome..

hanging in f&b outlet for 1 year..

if me i dun think im able to continue my life there..

when sending them off i really got the feeling to visit them before i finish my whole training..

i really want to see them again..

i miss u guys..

joy,crisilyn,may,rose :))

it is just the beginning, we will meet again someday..

PS:hapie mother's day!!

M

2011-04-18T23:38:00.006+08:00

my supervisor told me tat the reason she stayed at the hotel she work until now is bcoz the HR manager that she admire..
he really drives her to perform better..
he told her that sometimes in tis industry people are just so fake that they will mistreat u but when one day u are in the position that is higher than them, the will change 360degree..
it is simply amazing..
i can see the spark on her eyes when she talk to me..
for me i dun have this 'someone'..
until i found him..
he is just simply a captain in one of the department im working at previously..
he hardly smile,
he acts very cool,
he key order super fast,
he is very good in cashiering,
he is very good at bar,
he is very confident,
he didnt smoke,
he is not handsome,just a normal looking person
he is so perfect in everything,
despite his is using old style phone (older than mine)
speed up his bike otw home,
seriously i cant understand myself why..
but he is one of the person that is so meaningful to me..
idk wat is tat feeling but whenever i talk to him, i am full of happiness..
i dun wish to have partner tat is romantic..
girls in general always hope tat their bf will give them surprise or presents..
i dun wish tat..
i wish my partner will be a person tat will correct me if watever things i do is wrong..
i dun need fancy stuff from guy bcoz all those things means a while..
i am a person tat is very weird..
i am actually impressed wit small thing tat he did to me..
i am so touch tat point of time tat i feels like crying..
from then on i really made up my mind..
no matter how tired i am i will definitely stay back to help that department..
seriously speaking not all the people like me there..
but i dun think they hate me as well..
to me they are neutral..
but u are the only one tat put the light on me..
today when finally i saw u again its like fate..
in my heart im wishing tat i could see u and u did really turn up..
i am so happy..
u tease me..
i tease u..
silly it is..
sadly we are different race..
if not i will definitely chase u..
end of my story, i wish that u will bless me to find someone just like u..
that will take ur position away from my heart..
thank you for everything u have done and teach me..

all the best!

ps:his quote when i leave"miz u buddy,,,take gud care........."

im so touched :))

ipad 2 or itouch??

2011-03-29T23:04:00.002+08:00

today i suddenly see ipad 2 ad at gmarket..
wah damn tempted..
16gb+wifi for sgd999..
i want to wait for 3g+wifi..
i hope it wont be too ex..
the other time i very tempted to buy itouch..
so i can play game..
but after i see new ipad 2 i think i also need to change my old comp le..
at least got multi function..
games n comp..
how a how a??!!!
give me suggestion pliz!!!

FAKE

2011-03-18T23:35:00.002+08:00

i just came back home from bbq-ing wit sunny,nan, n fel..
very fulling n worth bbq..
we all smell sooo bbq haha..
yest i doing closing wit j trainee, H gsl..
i seriously damn damn pissed off wit H..
i really wanted to tell her to take out her mask..
i want to see how ugly she is..
pliz la people can be fake but dun over do it..
we trainee dont deserve tat..
we are low pay, low rank, no rights, and pathetic..
but let me tell u sth, i wont do anything to u bcoz u havent reach my limit yet..
but once u hit it tats it u die!
dont u think tat ur position is fucking high..
i dun give a shit!
and i can be very nasty as well, so dun play race with me..
lastly let me tell u, u are here in sg to find income to raise ur family but i am different, i am here to fulfill this fucking no life internship so i am not lack of money..
dun ever think im doing OT for ur sake..
remember tat!

Good Morning

2011-03-05T18:12:00.001+08:00

guess wat now im doing night shift..
ended at 4am..
when i reach home alrdy 5am..
but i kinda like tis timing..
doing closing but i cant have tis kind of life forever..
im going off to work..
ciao :))

MY LIFE IS A BITCH

2011-03-01T12:52:00.003+08:00

i seriously damn pissed off..
wat do u mean by showing attitude to me??
when u happy u do watever u want..
when not happy u fuck everybody around u..
dammit we are not dog!!
we are here to learn but nevertheless we are being treated uneven..
its always trainee, why??
its because WE ARE CHEAP, WE WILL NEVER COMPLAIN, IF WE COMPLAIN OUR LOG BOOK WILL BE THE TARGET, WE HAVE NO CHOICE BUT TO ACCEPT THE FAITH.
life is damn bitch seriously..
i am sick n tired..
quote "u dun have a choice, when we ask u to stay u must stay."
hello??who do u think u are??
god??
even i can say no to god,why i should say yes to u??
we also have plan, have our own things to do after work..
n u last min tell us to stay back, what if we do that to u??
will u be happy??
pliz la when all the trainees go see who will clear off all this shits..
i dun care watever u want to do with my log book..
just mark me as u wish but i will never be a dog..
i will never carry ur balls..
i seriously fucking hate this industry more n more..

new department, new experience

2011-02-22T23:27:00.002+08:00

i have done with wan hao..
now at crossroad..
people there are really very nice..
love working with them..
although its tough but at least worth it..
2 days i have done 11-10 shift..
mama worry bout me..
she keep telling me to complain if i cant do so long hours..
i definitely will no worries..
today one guest talk to me..
he said,"don't you feel tired?"
i shocked and said,"no la used to it alrdy"
he say ask the management put chair at the hostess stand so i can sit..
feels so touched..
i wish to..
super sick n tired of service industry..
now my hope is meet a rich guy, get married, n be tai tai..
pray pray..

dear diary, hapie valentine!

2011-02-14T00:52:00.002+08:00

wow finally its valentine!
i have been curious of hows valentine at marriott..
will i get choco??
haha i wish got sth to fulfill my stomach..
last 2 days is my off..
i am currently working at chinese resto, wan hao..
so far so good..
just feel so no life coz split shift..
but i got to watch my korean drama haha!
finish watching kim tak goo..
now proceed to pasta..
my working life is ok..
people there treat me nicely..
just got unwanted accident happen like hot water spilled..
but thx to tat i got to see my manager good side..
back to 2 days ago..
me,jer,burung,n setiadi went out..
plan to go sentosa but failed..
too crowded..
then in the end we watch green hornet at cine..
afta tat i stay out talk wit zabo n nic..
wah feels so relieve talking to people..
yosh today im going to work wit open heart and wide smile!
hai hai hai!!!

one day i will die because of my mouth

2011-01-31T00:47:00.002+08:00

yest my fren j he call n scold me..
he say tat i badmouth him..
he say im telling lies to others..
i admit i do say sth tat is incorrect but other than tat i say everything based on the facts..
but he keep on dening..
i got nothing to say..
im trying to explain but he just very pissed off n scold me back..
fine i dun talk..
let him do the talking..
in he end i told him tat it was a misundertanding..
n he told me last sentence "if next time u want to badmouth other people,please make sure tat the person will never know"
suddenly i think of my past..
when am in junior high i am a very bad tempered person..
i just simply throw tantrum on people..
until one day i overheard people talking bad about me..
although i didnt show any impression towards others but in the deepest of my heart i feel extremely pain..
i dun like wat people do to me..
i hate it..
but i nvr do anything to tat person..
so i decided to change to the me now..
i can understand wat j feels when he knows wat i think about him..
i apologize but other than tat i wont apologize for other things tat i say, which is the facts..
so i will stood still and be prepare for anything..
but sad to say tat i seriously fucking lose hope to every guys nowadays, to me most of them 'NO BALLS'
ok and to my dear cassmates T who spread tis until his ears, i am truly dissapointed in u and i swear i will nvr tell u anything or even talk at all..
wat done is done..
now im going to sleep, good night..

5 months plus

2011-01-19T01:06:00.002+08:00

time pass yeah it has been 7 months for me doing this internship..
i feel glad that i had completed it more than half..
i see a lot of changes in working environment, friends, and life..
now i must think ahead..
planning to find a room to rent for myself, a job that suits me, and lastly meeting somebody who dotes me..
just had chat with f/o people and they keep on asking me to find bf..
and i keep saying that i am happy to be single but seriously when u look at people who had bf n they walk pass u for sometimes u will feel annoyed..
it happen to me..
sometimes i want to question myself, do i really need partner??
or i just need a person to talk..
still dunno what is in my head..
i feel im an emo person..
always have a lot of thoughts and doubts..
but now i need to focus in my career first..
gonna do my best..

ps:my mr.right where are u??lets meet up soon..

5 days off

2010-12-30T17:49:00.003+08:00

sad to say today is the last day of my off..
initially when i got my off i plan to go back medan but ticket too ex..
mum ask me to just stay at sg..
but lucky i dun feel bored coz i was dated out by several friends..
on 26 i went out wit herman to shop then we watch narnia..
he ask me to accompany him bought clothes, i bought 1 shirt from fox..
on 27 went out wit nan in the afternoon n at nite had buffet dinner at vienna with EASB trainees in from marriott..
on 28 again accompany herman buy his stuff coz tat day he still havent find the cardigan again i bought a jacket from uniqlo ~.~, at nite go out wit sanny had our dinner at tomato(nice and affordable food)..
on 29 go out wit sanny we go pedi n watch tron at nite we meeting felix..
today by right suppose to go bank then meet angel, inge them but last min cancel..
now im heading to meet nan for dinner..
thx god i got great and nice friends around me that made up my day more and more fun everyday..

u guys rockz!!
love ya!

redang

2010-12-25T22:03:00.002+08:00

walau how long i nvr blog sia..
super no time..
today i finish christmas retail..
its like FINALLY!!!
but when it ends it means cny retail is coming..
kns it sucks..
hate long hours job..
i rather no ot pay than having not enough sleep n rest..
now i understand how important health is..
everyone must tc of yourself dun overwork..
we must not die for our job bcoz people wont view u as hardworking but stupid..
lesson learn so far..
from now on i just do watever i can i wont go the extra mile..
i super want to go redang now..
i want to see beach..
snorkeling, play jet ski, or etc..
i must go the end of febuary..
cant wait liao..

im weird

2010-11-30T00:35:00.002+08:00

hey guys wat will u all do when someone say u weird??
how u feel??
pliz share with me??
i seriously in doubt..
did i do sth wrong??
my lost facial expression, all the things i did reflect tat i am weird..
but am i like tat??
answer me..
haiz hate this feeling just comeback to work and all screwed :((

Holiday mood on!

2010-11-18T12:22:00.002+08:00

wow time pass really damn damn fast!
left 5 days im going for my leave le..
im soooo looking forward..
i initially want to go back during dec but not allowed so better take tis time than not..
now super no mood to work..
i just want to go holiday..
i want to go australia..
but indonesian very troublesome need visa to go there..
i need to think of the date, reservation of hotel, visa bla bla bla..
headache sia!
but i wish to make it possible!

deep thought

2010-11-17T03:34:00.002+08:00

do you think u suit this line??
i keep having this thinking in my mind..
i love to be sociable but somehow i didnt see myself in this line..
dunno why also..
i had few friends who also got the same feeling as me..
now im in lounge..
its fun working with people there..
despite a fake person but the rest are ok..
frankly speaking i get bored easily..
its the same in every department i go..
haiz why im like tis..
i should not have this feeling actually..
but need to perform my best no matter wat..
had a great day 2 days back with ivy n genk..
seems so long i havent meet them..
having dinner at relish then drink at yellow jello..
hmm nothing else to talk bout..
now i need to find wat i really want..
i want to do sth tat i myself will never regret for the rest of my life..

my indo day

2010-11-12T22:10:00.002+08:00

today is my off..
i went out wit bak to eat ayam penyet..
actually i wanted to try the indo resto at cathay..
but the coupon i buy only valid starting on the 14/11..
haiz suay sia..
then afta we eat we go marriott..
i went there to check on the AMchamp thing..
this is a sch tat all the students are mostly down syndrome n autism kids..
im joining for tmr so im checking the time to report..
afta tat i help bak check whether he can work part time during Christmas..
isis give a form to fill in..
then afta tat we rush to meet inge at heeren bus stop..
then we go to cine to sing..
start from 3pm to 7..
sasa,taru,victor,hendrik joining us..
afta tat we go to 313 eat kfc..
wah damn today soo many fried food in my stomach..
lastly for my transcript update..
im now steadily standing at 3.38 for my gpa..

other side of me

2010-11-08T01:06:00.003+08:00

emo-ing situation..
i just feel so unfair..
i know i am ego but i just dun understand why i only in f/o for 1 week..
yet my fren is going for her 2nd week in f/o..
i feel sad i initially wish to learn more in f/o but was put in arrival team..
fine to me may b they no time to teach me..
but why my fren can??
wat is bad about me??
did i do sth wrong??
am i not capable enough??
is it bcoz i cant handle stress??
or bcoz i didnt suit at f/o at all??
i know its no point saying all this thing..
but it hurts my feeling and i seriously dunno how to face it..

KNS

2010-11-05T22:59:00.003+08:00

dammit..
i damn du lan..
i super dissapointed at u..
why u easily influence by others..
i tot u are different but in fact we are just the same with the rest..
but i just want u to know even if u dun care but pliz take ur parents into consideration..
how much they love and take care of u..
tats all i wanted to say but its all yours to decide..

Heart Pain

2010-10-06T19:51:00.003+08:00

zabo call me just now n cried..

i was shocked..

i really cant imagine tat a person as tough as her cry..

seriously when i heard i want to cry as well..

i dun get it why she must b the one who suffered..

although i know it is all depend on our luck when choosing hotel..

somehow i feel bad to her bcoz when she was offered i ask her to accept coz tis hotel only want her despite all of us..

if we know tis thing might happen, if we know the management is super sucks..

but nothing we can do..

just hope mentor from sch will come up wit solutions..

i wish she wont b taken for granted anymore..

zabo, i know u can do it!!

F/O

2010-09-29T18:45:00.002+08:00

wow now is my 3rd month le..

time pass so fast!!

now im in f/o..

got nice buddy nissa n seha whom i going to learn from for tis 1 month..

i was shock tat nissa is a malay lady..

she seriously dun look malay to me at all..

i tot she talk fluent malay but when a chinese speaking guest approach she then ask me to talk to her..

just had some food as it is f/o party..

seems so lucky for the past few days..

first day start f/o earn some money from upselling room n they bought a lot of kfc..

second day i off today got tis event..

wah so happy..

my life was surrounded by food..

i just hope it will b the same when i at lounge..

food :DDD

HATE MY LIFE NOW!

2010-09-24T00:06:00.003+08:00

retail is over..
during tat period was full of fun n sadness..
fun part is i got chance to learn new things..
like cashiering, selling, talking to customer, runner of mooncake stocks..
really learn a lot of things there..
but despite of all the joy i was so sad tat i dun even have time to accompany my parents when they are here..
which make me hate retail a lot..
i was so not in the mood sometimes..
i think if they come not in retail period it might b fine..
fml seriously everyday work 12 hours..
reach hotel then directly sleep afta tat rush back to work..
lose weight again although i eat so much..
damn it!
mama say she cry thinking of me..
i also want to cry my life sucks to the core!
work and work only..
seriously i now regret taking hotel course..
i wish tat time i should not come to sg..
then all of this thing will not happen..
i wont feel stress, drop weight, lose hair..
HATE HATE HATE!!!
really fucking hate myself now..
sometimes i encourage people to press on n not to give up..
but now i myself feel like giving up kns..
I WANT TO GO BACK MEDAN!!!

work vs sch

2010-09-09T16:47:00.002+08:00

going to start work 10-10 le..
sianz..
yest i do cashier..
then kena complain by my manager..
although the whole thing is my mistake but i feel he also have some guts on me..
i can feel tat he dun like me..
he say i very noisy,clumsy, n childish..
sad to say i still dunno how to change n bcome more mature..
but not all people can accept me the way i am..
but i also dun want to change for people who play a very minor part of my life..
now im in dilemma if i didnt change he will write some comments in my log book..
if i change i feel very uncomfortable..
tell me wat should i do??
i promise myself i will nvr cry again when work..
fuck all those incident tat happen..
so from now onwards no matter wat happen i will bear wit it..
retail people who i work wit now are very nice, i actually should appreciate it..
but every human got emotion n my character is stubborn, dun wanna lose, ego..
should b more positive now *fight*

just now i went to ntuc n buy milk..
bought magnolia but i bought wrong one kns!
low fat but high calcium..
why everything my b low fat _l_

MOONCAKE

2010-08-31T23:58:00.003+08:00

my laptop has finally return to me wahahaha!
now i feel so alive..
for the past few days i have been using my cousin lappy to ol..
very paise coz she also need to use..
now no more using other people laptop :))
when my laptop was sent for repair i was very tempted to get myself an iphone..
but i got my sony 2 years contract..
haiz i think tat time i should just get iphone :((
aiyo no point regreting watever things tat has happen..
ok for today the topic will b mooncake..
marriott has start selling mooncake guys!
we have start selling from 18 august till 22 sep..
feel free to drop by n try some sample at the booth in front of marriott hotel itself..
i have experience 2 weeks of selling,cashiering,n doing runner job..
so far to me the toughest is cashiering..
i cry once coz i was so confused..
now i think the people are scare to let me do cashier..
haiz my bad should not cry..
but thx to ms.chia wei wei who talk a lot to me..
she told me to believe more in myself n dun b afraid..
everything we need to face..
n she also tell me she like my positive attitude n to her being clever but no attitude is zero..
i was quite relieve when she told me tat..
i somehow feels lucky tat i meet a lot of nice n good people in marriott..
they give very good training for us..
seriously i really thx god tat i didnt break the contract..
eventhough some work is hard n tough but the people there will guide u through so u wont feel alone..
unlike some of my frens who having their internship at other hotel are treated so different..
they just throw them aside,some even force them to do OT everyday..
i hope they will b able to bear with it..
guys,u all must press on!!
oya,forget to mention tat for our mooncake we have 10 flavours tis year..
bake mooncakes:white lotus seed paste with macadamia nuts (best!!),dried figs,chick bakwa wit assorted nuts,single yolk,n double yolk..
snowskin mooncake:durian,choco brownie,calamansi sheese,peanut butter jelly,lotus paste wit egg yolk..
some other hotel come up wit a lot of flavours..
some flavors sounds very weird leh..
but anw our sales start to get better le..
i feel so happy i hope tis year we can hit the target so we can get some incentives..
august salary has come i got 550+132.40 (tips)..
hope my OT pay is quite a lot..
really hardly wait for crossroad time to come..
alicia she earn beverage incentives 300plus..
n 290plus tips..
wah damn nice although the work tough but wit tis amount tat u earn i worth :))
i also want to go banquet n hsk badly..
seriously i didnt look forward for my front desk..
but hopefully the people there are nice..

tats it..
end of the story need to go to bed now..
nite everyone :DD
tmr is definately better than today..

JB again

2010-08-13T00:15:00.003+08:00

i havent been blog for another 1/2 month plus..
serously now to me afternoon shift really take up lots of my precious time...
love it coz i can wake up late but hate it coz damn no life..
so back to the title..
today went JB for message wit zabo..
grab 1 hour thai message for RM58..
mama say very ex haiz wat to do..
afta message we go back to city square n had dinner at seoul garden..
again heaty stuffs goes in my body..
dear my stomach pliz bear wit me coz i am a meat lover no meat=no life:PP
seriously although i may look very happy n cheerful but i feel tat inside my heart there is a hole..
i feel so empty..
feel damn emo but wat to do life must go on..
i need to do my best to survive in tis world..
anw i got my log book back le..
seriously i nvr imagine steven is quite strict in marking..
i got "most of the time" for all..
not even a single "always"
my punctuality is coz i late 1 hour during my casual labor day..
feel sad but other comment tat he gave me was not bad..
i was too immatured..
i admit its really hard for me to change my tis personality...
but tis thing must go through process so i will did my best to b more mature :DD
thx steven for all the feedback tat u have given me although i lose from joshua but at least im not the worst among the 4 of us :))
i really will miss my time in MC..
miss working with the people there..
guys thx a lot for teaching me, i really appreciate it!!
wish i can shout out loud to them :))

mooncake is starting soon now im going to b moon cake gal :DD

Rotting

2010-08-04T22:25:00.002+08:00

wah when i view my blog i shock sia..

my last post was 16 july..

i havent update anything for tis 15 plus days woooaaahhhh!!

ok lets start..

i got some happy news which is today i receive another comment card..

which i nvr expected..

i even dunno who the person who write for me..

in the morning steven give jojo his n i tot tats it suddenly he call my name n say 'good job'..

i was very happy..

good start of the day coz i have feel so demoralize when i see eve finally obtain 2 comment card n i also..

so me n her is on par but now i am 1 step ahead so i still have chance to chase joshua..

jia you jia you i can do it!!!

then the thing tat makes me so happy today is i got chance to go banquet to help..

i was lik OMG!!!

my love banquet :DDD

then 3 of us went up n help..

meet new frens n new nice people..

happy sia then at 2pm we go back to our outlet..

such an unforgettable memory..

i miss suntec banquet where my whole class work togeta..

really wish to go back to tat time again..

eventhough no pay but we really had an enjoyable time there..

today my day is fun although tiring..

my dinner is with baby alicia neo..

at trattoria..

we 1 person order 1 pizza..

in the end cant finish..

but we manage to finish 3 different flavour milk shake lol..

then afta eat alicia see dress at forever 21 n in the end she bought 1..

tmr is another day n officially i am the hi-tea gal for the week haha..

hope it will be better :))

2week

2010-07-16T14:52:00.004+08:00

hi people!

im back again to blog :))

so far im doing alright at marriott cafe..

but just wed i cry coz i am unable to finish cleaning up the pantry..

everyone were shock n they calm me down..

i was very embarrassed coz i really cant control my emotion anymore..

i clear n clear but people just keep left the dirty trays on the table..

wtf seriously i need to finish my job but they keep giving me shit..

so i explode..

if i nvr finish my job i will kena kp..

haiz very complicated..

but afta talk to steven i feel much better..

others also cheer me up..

then the next day i can finish the whole pantry myself :D

so happy!!

feel so strong now!!

my hand muscle also grow :P

but backache has been plastering me for the whole week..

feels so terrible..

josh told me to use yoko yoko..

anw me n him has get things done..

when i am not happy wit him i will tell him on the spot..

i wont play fb thing anymore haha seems so childish when i think about it..

shit!

i havent write any single thing in my host log book yet..

seriously need some guidance, anyone??

PS:human are creatures that are very hard to understand..

EXPLODE!

2010-07-08T16:31:00.003+08:00

wah today i very happy!!

spain win from germany which means they are going to final vs netherlands..

im so looking forward..

a must watch match tis monday..

today i go work wit full spirit coz spain win..

but agian josh he act like a fuck..

give me tat kind of "u better shut the fuck up"face to me..

then i cant tahan he did it 2 times..

then i explode n scold him..

"i better dun act smart, i cant take it alrdy"

then he nothing to say..

afta tat i nvr talk to him..

anything i also dun wanna ask him..

then when i doing pantry he help me fill up the ice cube n change coffee..

at first i think he like get it liao so i thank him..

but then he slam tray when he beside me..

do things very loud..

like purposely let me see..

wah i damn pek chek..

wah in my whole life i nvr meet a guy worst than him..

then now i see his face also very sian..

i always avoid seeing him or purposely dun see him..

tmr i think i will b damn happy..

he off..

i can peacefully lead my life there..

i hope everyday will b tmr..

where i dun need to see his face at all..

also today fiona ask me to extend till 6..

then i say cant coz i need to take care of the maid..

then he say tis to me "maid need to take care meh??"

i damn du lan..

pliz la the maid come once a week of course need to take care la..

u dun know anything better shut ur mouth up!

dun talk to me if it is not necessary!!

haiz but today i kena scold by fiona coz i take a guest order without checking the available product..

which result in she kena complain..

i feel bad..

Internship

2010-07-06T20:30:00.003+08:00

fiuh..

start working non stop from first day till now..

n finally tmr is my off day..

sad coz if my off is on thurs tat will b better..

i really looking forward for germany vs spain match..

actually i wish they will b in the final..

but unfortunately the winner most probably will vs Netherlands..

no 9 from netherlands is super handsome sia!!!

see alrdy also can melt haha!

ok back to my topic..

my first department to go is marriott cafe..

which is a buffet restaurant which serve breakfast,lunch,hi-tea, n dinner..

then the best thing of all is from the start of my work i have been working morning shift till now..

start from 7 am _l_

damn hate tis timing!!

i want to have night shift or afternoon shift..

so i can sleep till shiok..

on the 5th we had our formal orientation..

nicholas the HR manager bring us touring around the hotel..

n so far to me the hotel room are small..

didnt worth the money seriously..

but the food is not bad..

actually i am not regret to choose f&b coz afta i see the breakdown they give us for the entire year it was very clear n we get transfer to a lot of different department..

to me tat will b great coz i got chance to meet new people n experience new ambience..

so far marriott cafe is a nice place to work..

all the staff there are friendly n helpful..

but now prob actually lies on shatec student which are 2 from B class..

seriously speaking i dun like them..

not only them even got more..

i really see the difference of their class culture n my class are super huge!

my opinion they are impolite,act smart although they are just middle grade,give people attitude,talk wit an irritating tone..

wah too many to describe..

damn pissed off coz of some damn bo lio incident..

i really feel like slapping n whack him in the face..

he keep exaggerating tat he is very good, got comment card alrdy,keep 'pai ma pi' the supervisor,the worst thing is he told me tat suntec is just playground!

wtf who do u think u are??

pliz go n get urself a mirror..

u think suntec so easy to handle a??

it is a disgrace tat he work for suntec during the 3 months attachment..

wah i scare i will explode soon!!

anw today i really super careless..

broke a lot of things..

highball, goblet..

wah damn jia lat..

dunno why i didnt have my concentration wit me..

then afta tat when breakfast to lunch turn over things getting slower n i feel much more better..

suddenly joanah ask me to go wan hao n help up..

wan hao is the chinese restaurant at marriott..

then i went up..

i see josh there i sian..

but dun care la i do my things he do his..

then i feel i really like the ambience there..

i feel like i know wat to do..

somemore got good comment from guest..

the full time staff told me then i was very happy but when he say josh also got then i was like haiz tis time cant count as my achievement..

i will prove to him tat i will score better than him..

i will not lose just bcoz of my minim working experience..

most importantly i want to show them tat i am not a loser!

yea!

PS:if josh,u read my blog it will be good for u coz now u know i dun like u so dun mess up wit me :)

Last Chapter

2010-06-29T23:54:00.009+08:00

2 years pass like a blink of eye..

i just feel like graduating from my high sch yest..

but not now im 20 n internship starting soon..

i really hope to strike tis 1 year..

i will fight n do my best in marriott..

fight for my S pass------------>PR haha!

just come back from bintan with sanny..

fun trip but things there actually counted as expensive coz everything is in SGD..

love our room a lot!

veranda

better than i expected..

our first day there we spend for spa at martha tillar which is one of indo famous beauty and spa clinic..

spa :))

afta tat dina at 'waroeng bumbu'

when we reach back to room its WC time haha!

south korea vs uruguay..

sad coz they lose but they really fight till the end..

awesome play south korea!

next day we had breakfast at 'kopi-O'

n we go to view the beach..

we play water a while then we decided to try snorkeling..

cost us SGD35 for 1 hour..

not bad but just the water really not clear..

quite dissapointed..

but afta we done with snorkeling the manager there let us try 15mins free jet ski ride..

wooooaaaahhhhh!!!

very shiok!!!

like flying n racing in the same time..

although i still got my pms on tat day but i just dun care n continue playing..

i think the blood is still in the beach lol..

afta tat we rush back to our room, bath n heading to pasar oleh2..

coz we booked facial treatment at martha again..

n again done wit facial we dine at bumbu again..

coz from all the restaurant we go bumbu is the most affordable for budget student like us haha!

then at nite we go sing karaoke at the hotel..

but dissapointing service there sucks n the song are very old..

haiz we just stay there for 2 hours then go back to our room..

again WC haha!

german vs england..

nice match german is on their best performance!

poor england had to pack n go back home..

next day afta breakfast we go back to our room waiting for c/o n we watch argentina vs mexico match..

very exciting!

argentina play well which result in mexico damn du lan..

the did a lot of mistake n quite a few of the player are given yellow card..

when we c/o, we took shuttle bus to the ferry terminal..

haiz at there got a guy make me du lan..

he was actually queueing 3 queue in front of me..

then he let couple behind him go first..

i thought he dun want to go first so i just dun care..

when the couple in front of me had finish i pass my passport to the immigration guy..

the he say to me, "u dun know wat is the meaning of queue a??"

then i shock n ask him, "but just now u let them go wat??"

then he say tat actually he only intend to let the 2 person go first..

wtf i dunno wat..

somemore when the couple finish the immigration guy look at me so i just pass my passport la..

seriously sometimes indo guy also damn childish..

20 plus alrdy still like tat..

they are no difference from sg teenagers..

really wanna scold him back!!!

ruin my mood..

we found sth unique(spot it) haha!

Story

2010-06-20T16:37:00.001+08:00

hmm finally HOTS has over..

my group did our presentation..

but seems like raihan didnt really appreciate..

watever..

ok today im going to tell a story..

i heard it from someone since young..

n i dunno why i still rmbr until now..

let me begin..

once upon a time there live a bad guy in a village..

tis guy have done bad thing for the rest of his life..

murdering,robbing,etc..

he did none single good thing in his life..

until one day he saw a big spider was stuck and he help it out..

but from then on he keep continue doing bad things again..

and obviously afta he died he was throw to hell and receive punishment..

god from heaven view tis and decided to give him another chance..

god help him by using the spider tat he help tat time..

one day when he was torture in hell he saw a spider web in front of him then he look up n he see light up there..

he was so happy and he climb up wit the web..

as he climb higher and higher other people who were there also start to follow him..

which bcome very heavy..

the murderer was angry bcoz he scare tat the web will break..

then he shout out loud..

"u all are creatures tat full of sin,u all didnt deserve second chance"

when god listen to tis immediately the web broke and everybody fall down..

god was truely dissapointed wit him..

PS:moral of tis story is eventhough u have done so many bad things in ur life as long as u wanted to change,there are always chance..

wah i seems so emo typing all tis thing haha but really nothing to blog in tis few days..

The End

2010-06-15T00:14:00.002+08:00

today is the last year of hots..

sad tat my group is the last :((

we did pretty bad..

somemore still owing money coz we are unable to clear our debt..

fuck tis thing seriously..

we 4 really cant figure out why tis thing happen..

other team also view the advertisement thing like us..

n we did like tat but why we are unable to achieve as good as other team :((

seriously tis will pull my gpa down for sure, just hope for the best..

just now went dbs to activate my debit card..

afta tat i take 143 back home...

sibe damn long man!

i will nvr take it again!

haiz i forget felix bday..

although i got wish him but i nvr buy him anything..

i am a bad fren..

after few days

2010-06-10T19:24:00.002+08:00

hots has been starting for 4 days..

so far my group are ok..

in fact i will say i like my group :))

gabriel from DHM A class he is quite a talkative guy haha!but same like me wat talk machine :))

georgina from DTM A is cleon gf..first time i ever see her i thought she looks unfriendly but afta tat i realize she isnt :)) somemore she very nice!!

meng junn or MJ from DTM B always late guy haha cant wake up but overall he is a nice person, always find topic to talk :))

although i still prefer no HOTS but i kindda feels tis isnt a bad idea man!

my group really trying our best..

even though we are not very good type n we are just average, it doesnt matter..

i hope we 4 will be like tis till the last week of HOTS..

anw seems like one of my fren is angry wit me..

actually the status i state on my fb didnt mean tat i dun like her or trying to push her away..

i swear it really just reflect the way how i feel..

i miss both of them is because i will nvr have a chance to even see them..

but i will see u before or after my group so i didnt write ur name..

hmm just hope things wont get worse..

although seriously i am very dissapointed in her ever since she change..

First day of HOTS

2010-06-07T15:15:00.003+08:00

hikz yest i fell down n hurt my knee..

really dumb dumb..
think of the way i fell down is just super stupid..
normal people will nvr had tis situation like me :((
yest yuria cc,her hubby,n qing dao koko come bring pempek for us..
wah i save money for my lunch hehe..
afta they went home, i go john little shop..
they send me letter bout the discount..
i ci dao chiong there n get 2 tank top 100% pure cotton for only $9 :))
happy sia i can wear it for bintan trip..
afta tat meet zabo for dinner afta she finish her jap make up lesson..
we had steak at around bugis there..
quite cheap n nice..
no service charge n gst..
our total bill just $13..
the staffs are quite friendly..

afta tat we went to watch marmaduke at the cathay..
funny ugly dog haha!
then today i wake up at 7.20 then rush to sch..
late again..
but my group guy even later than me..
but seems like my group members all quite nice..
hopefully they also nice in working :))
finish HOTS me n ivy go eat BK..
talk talk talk till 1 plus haha!
then now here i am in house..
waiting for my rendang chicken to come on 10 july..
so i can save monehhhhh :DD

BROKE situation

2010-05-30T18:36:00.003+08:00

yest is our last day for jap lesson..

will sure miss sensei a lot..

haiz wanna continue but scare no more time..

going out for internship soon..

on frid go watch shrek 4 wit zabo..

hmm not so nice :((

quite dissapointed..

i think 2 n 3 is the best..

then yest hang out wit zabo,min, n angel..

min n angel treat us ramen n movie..

haiz really broke till very jia lat..

thanks to them we all watch prince of persia :))

after so long nvr see jake gylenhaal liao!!

he still so handsome>_<

cant take my eyes of him..

after yest movie i really want to watch the day after tomorrow again..

back when he is very young..

oya,forget the most important thing..

i get back transcript for last term..

quite surprised tat i score A for history..

actually i didnt have a feeling i will did so well..

eng B

econs B+

cc B+

maths A

but tis time my attendance n punctuality drop to 99%

haiz confirm coz i go back during cny tat time..

haiz lucky got hotel alrdy so dun need to worry so much..

im glad tat most of my classmates got internship place alrdy..

just left gilbert..

hope he also will get it soon..

going to do statistic n food proj..

c a..

FEEL BAD

2010-05-26T13:38:00.002+08:00

yest i sleep at 4 am afta finishing my part for events..

feels so paise to thuzar bcoz i have been draging my part way too long..

but i feel so proud i have done 99% pure without copying other people part haha..

n today i need to wake up at 9 for st.regis interview..

last frid i have gone for stamford interview..

i meeting lao pa n kush at ion at 10am but i late 20 min plus..

sorry..

then we 3 walk there and wait for the interview..

suddenly stamford call me..

i very sian :((

yest cupong told me not to terminate contract bcoz it will effect our reputation..

she say tat next time u still can work for stamford wat but if u want to go back marriott it will be hard..

honestly i like marriott brand i know tat next time i will work for them..

but i am an intern now n i wish to learn sth tat i have not learn before..

stamford offer me a very good training program..

st.regis they have talk to us very clearly tat they dun want f/o intern and told us tat we will be spending bout 4 months time as door greeter..

fiuuuhhh so no use..

i think they wont call me..

and i hope they wont coz i now really very stress to think whether i should terminate marriott contract or reject stamford..

now i really understand why zabo feel so bad to reject hotel..

but i think most probably i wont terminate marriott..

may b tis is just not my luck i apply and sign too fast..

i hope next time i will try to be not so kan cheong n kia su anymore :((

I AM SICK

2010-05-22T01:18:00.002+08:00

feels so unhealthy in the mornink..

afta bath i rush to library n return books..

the books si be heavy!

afta jap lesson me n zabo go eat at food court..

we chit chat till 3 plus then i go novena..

yest damn stupid heading to novena le but forget to bring key..

sian!

then today i must went back n worst is i only got 1 letter..

reach home i take med then sleep..

now feeling better le although my flu still there..

haiz i quite shock that i sick afta so long..

again today nvr touch anything bout proj..

nvr study..

tmr must chiong everything le..

bye..

THINK

2010-05-13T20:44:00.002+08:00

ok lets just get tis thing off my mind..

to someone..

i feel so uncomfortable if i nvr say tis out..

i know we are way far as a fren liao..

tat time i still can talk to u n share wat i think..

but recently i feel so hard to talk to u..

ok first coz u now like other gal..

u want to chase her n it is also not so good for me to call n chat wit u everyday..

second i admit i feel disappointed n sad tat u chasing other gal although i wish tat u can get new love life..

but now i trying to stop my bad thinking..

i must start to wish u good luck from now on..

i knew i lost a person tat always can talk to me n give me advice..

but i need to move on..

life keep going..

sch life will end in just a month plus time..

soon new life will start..

headache!

2010-05-12T20:04:00.002+08:00

today terence sick so no sch n test..

postpone to tmr..

haiz cram both test togeta..

the worst is i still not sure bout maths..

i might flung it..

we debate with raihan just now regarding our HS..

she gives us tat kind of wtf face..

didnt bother to help us..

worst is pauline how go alrdy..

she nvr tell her about 4 of us tat take referral actually pass without calculating proj n test..

now seems like we need to retake again..

fuck!

if like tat i should not take from the beginning..

waste my $75..

then me,lao pa n lao ma go ask about tis to host life..

they told me actually i pass my refferal but my proj n test drag me down..

n she say she only can help me if raihan give permission..

walau now i need to beg to pass from tat cb witch..

bloody hell somemore she hate me so much..

i really think tis things wont work..

actually i intend to talk personally to ms.how and ask her to inform raihan about wat she is going to do actually..

hope can faster get her no from zabo..

afternoon me,min,n zabo went taka n go eat seoul garden..

so long since the last time i eat wit alis n felicia..

afta wat we go kinokuniya coz min want to buy magazine..

i start feeling sleepy n the pup pup feeling come..

haiz human weird body syndrome afta eat always drowsy..

we walk around watson afta tat spend like 1 hour plus may b..

in the end i nvr buy anything..

but a lady say tat actually my face quite jia lat n she recommend me cleansing oil..

which cost $33.90..

sometimes i really dun understand people say my face like tis is coz food tat i eat..

some say no is coz u nvr clean properly..

some is coz i use brand tat didnt suit me..

it is really hard for me to believe in them..

coz wat ever i have try always didnt give me a good result..

i feel so cheated..

now i dunno how..

may b i should just shut my ears n dun bother about it..

today very giddy my head keep spinning..

the world is just too hot!

outing :DD

2010-05-08T19:14:00.003+08:00

late for jap lesson again..

15 mins late..
n sensei start to play zettai kareshi ep1..
feel so stupid i nvr watch tis drama last time..
now then start to watch..
super nice..
wish to have bf like him :)))
so perfect!
afta jap lesson we go eat kfc n sanny teach me n felix maths..
afta she teach me i can understand much better..
hmm cant skip any lesson liao..
haiz must b good student now..
afta eat i go home first then go dover..
watch victor guitar concert@SP
they play well..
n at there see a guy from batu pahat..
he very cool!!
can play piano till lvl 8, also expert in guitar..
afta his concert we go to cine n dine at es teler 77..
now then i realize why they all love es teler 77 so much..
it is very nice :)

i try the fried fish n its awsome..

nothing can beat indo food:DDD

cool guy in bj kotak2 :))

ady_herry_bak_tor_cygu_bonnie_me

PIMPLE

2010-05-06T19:07:00.004+08:00

tis morning again i wake up late..
my alarm nvr ring..
lucky keith message me if not i will continue to sleep..
bath within 15 mins..
suddenly i realize i got 3 pimple..
fuck!
i think wat cupong say is true..
keep eating packed cook food is not good for health..
sian coz if i eat outside very emo..
and worse i cant cook proper meal..
sometimes i think i shouldnt take hotel management..
i should take culinary skills instead..
then my meal will b taken care of..
miss mama pork totter so much..
i wish i can eat it again b4 internship..
just now i rush to sch but still late..
lucky chef fun havent mark attendance yet..
today whole day at sch super boring..
keep talking non stop..
really no mood to study hmm..
preparing my dinner soon..
tis time i buy red spinach to cook..
need to start a healthy lifestyle :)))

week 4

2010-05-04T12:40:00.004+08:00

sch life has pass till week 4 now..
so not motivated to study n do proj..
wake up man!
now i thinking how to talk to marriott..
coz marriott offer lao ma 8 months f/o where else others just 8 months f&b..
no doubt lo ma is very pretty n good..
every hotels want her..
she just go for meritus interview yest n today they call her to go 2 nd interview tmr..
how lucky rite??
i really hope marriott will let me do f/o longer at least 4 months..
i dun mind doing f&b for 6 months..
pliz god let my hope come true..
sian now my left eye red..
dunno why just wake up then like tat..
i drop solution to my eye n wait for so long still red..
jia lat!!
really force my eyes to work so hard..
feel so bad gomene :(

PS:want to hang out badly wit my medan kia miss them lots lots n also my bff at medan_____________sat going tor concert_____________________

Relax??

2010-04-21T14:24:00.003+08:00

yest i go sign contract wit marriott sg..
very fast n the paper just 3 pages..
i thought it will b slightly thicker..
the hr gal told me during first day of work or uniform fitting tat day they will give the trainee benefit booklet..
haiz dunno got how many annual leave..
how much medical fee they cover..
a lot of people dun dare to try marriott coz they dun want f&b..
tis internship requires me to do 8 months f&b..
i do love it but is it im a passionate person in tis department or just go wit the flow??
sometimes i think flash back..
i like suntec a lot eventhough i didnt paid a peny i still did my job happily..
no doubt the people there are very nice..
i miss them..
so i think n think is it i love f&b coz the people..
if like tat i really very scare coz not all organization have tis kind of good environment..
how bout marriott??
big organization..
hmmm just hope everything gonna b alright..

bbq tis sund :D

I FEEL SO STUPID!

2010-04-06T11:56:00.002+08:00

now i must 'baby-sited' another person..
my cousin's bro which means my cousin also..
he has come to sg since middle march..
first he staying at my aunt house..
my aunt dun allow..
then ask him to move to my other cousin house..
tat cousin told him that he can only stay till 27 march coz someone is moving in..
afta 27 march, he move back to my aunt house..
he ask permission from my aunt daughter to stay at their house..
my aunt daughter say ok but he must find a room to rent in the mean time..
n until yest he then start to find..
a lot of things happen n make me feel so sick of it!
actually i didnt angry with him but with his sis!
common he is ur bro leh..
she just dun care bout him..
she can just go out hang aroung with frens n bf without thinking of his bro..
she also nvr care bout household things..
wash clothes for example..
nvr bother to wash nvr bother to keep her own dry clothes..
plizz la u n me are 'staying for free' in my aunt house..
now bcome like im the housemaid like tat..
i really cant take it anymore..
ex usually maid will come to clean my aunt house on sund..
but suddenly she say next week sund she cant make it coz she need to attend a festival held at myanmar temple..
then she ask me for the changing time..
then i told her on sat afternoon..
at that time i still at genting just about to come back..
i cant open door for her wat..
then i tell my cousin..
i say "can u pliz stay in the house till 1 pm when the maid come?"
she nvr reply me..
i damn du lan..
then she say "may b can"
then i tell the bro i say "u still at sg o by tat time?"
he still dunno n havent book ticket yet..
i very sian then i sms my aunt daughter..
i say bout the maid thing..
when i come back home she told me "i may b also going out but i can open the door"
then i say the maid coming at 1pm..
so everybody by right should have wake up..
then i say to my tat cousin again..
i say "can u take care of the maid of on sat?"
she just nodded her head..
walau its really damn wtf!!!
when i talk to u, u say 'may b' then when my aunt daughter there then u can..
i really dunno how to describe this feeling!
damn pissed off seriously!
then yest the worst thing happen..
the bro want to go look for room to rent..
then he ask me whether i can acc him or not..
then i say ur sis nvr go sch wat why u cant ask her acc u??
then he go ask his sis..
she ci dao say "i cant, next week i got exam, need to study"
then i heard liao i feel ok la she going to study then nvm..
then when we go have lunch togeta i heard their conversation..
she say "ask cia2 go acc u la, she now having holiday"
at tat point of time i really damn du lan n i really want to ans her back "he even not my bro actually why i need to bother n care bout him!"
ok then i go with him to yishun n find the room..
take wrong bus, alight at wrong bus stop has make me more sian..
but in the end we manage to view some rooms..
still there is a number that he hasnt called..
then i ask him to call his sis coz she studying at home wat..
then he say "she going out with her frens, her frens treating her"
at tat point of time i really super pissed off!!!
tat means she nvr stay n study at all??!!!
n yet she say all those things for wat??
i really dunno wat to do to her..
next time for sure when i finish my diploma i will move out from my aunt house..
i really cant take it if i need to stay longer wit her..
we suppose to thank our aunt for letting us to stay at her house for free..
yet she took granted of it..
fuck!

Lovely Bones

2010-04-01T19:08:00.002+08:00

today im so bored..
wake up very late bout 12 plus..
then acc koko go smc ask bout lpr..
seems need to pay n wait for 1/2 year or more..
just finish watching the lovely bones..
the story is about a 14 year old girl who was murdered by her neighbor..
long story tat quite creepy..
but in the end the neighbor die by himself..
quite unfair i wish the girl parents will do sth to him..
yest me,zabo,gilbert, n dr.mattar went to jb..
actually i didnt really enjoy the trip but i love the massage..
then the worst thing is its very hard for us to find the travel agent place at jb..
took us a lot of time to find..
and in the end the person is not familiar with the package..
i think we better just go genting..
i very paise to zabo coz keep changing plan..
:(

Very DISSAPOINTED

2010-03-18T14:21:00.002+08:00

damn dissapointed with my group mates..
i do pom,yumin do history n eng, the rest 3 of them do econs..
somehow i dun get it why 1 project 1 person can take care but 3 person cant take care 1 proj??
2 days before they send me but i no time to see..
yest i help them edit until very late n damn du lan..
graph n the explaination didnt match, table cost claculation wrong, nvr explain the market structure in detail..
facing tis prob is super fuck up thing!!
since we work separately u all should b able to accomplish the task perfectly somemore u all are in 3!!!
these few days i also very busy with my father situation..
i really hope they give me good work..
but in fact most of the things they take from MXT info..
pliz guys i hope u all can change..
also the reason why me n yumin dun want 5 of us do all proj togeta is because everytime we meet we will always talk..
3 hours meet 15 min do..
for wat??
such a waste of time..
i hope next time these things will not happen anymore..

hidup

2010-03-07T17:08:00.003+08:00

these few day have been very busy..
occupied by lots of things..
firstly, my dad suddenly sick and must b hospitalized..
doc say blood cant flow throgh his small brain vain..
now he finally has reurn home but still unable to walk or sit too long..
actually he want to come sg for treatment but he was unable to take plane..
now we are wating for him to recover from his giddyness..
secondly, my p.test for eng n cost control didnt do so well..
i think i might fail them..
the worst part is cost control take up 35%!!
wtf..
confirm fail damn bad liao..
finally, proj deadline..
sometimes i feel so stress..
i dunno wat to do..
tis term our proj is fewer than last term but we did very slow..
i always scare myself tat the deadline is coming..
actually i prefer to split job n do but still we mostly did the proj in every meeting..
i scare the same thing will happen again just like HS tat time..
i didnt say tat my group member didnt help but seems like only few people do all the proj..
feel so sleepy and i really need a good sleep badly..
i hope tis term faster end n waiting for my 1 year internship..

PS:hope papa faster recover..

THINK

2010-02-28T00:08:00.002+08:00

fiiiiiuuuuhhhhhh
so tired these few days..
i have got back my result for last term..
3 A(banquet,QS,productivity) tis term with 1 B(eng) n 1 B+(tourism)
quite happy coz my gpa finally pulled up..
i have been thinking for these few days about my future n how hard living as human..
now i became sick of studying..
seriously i want to work badly..
earn money n support myself..
so my parents no need to support me anymore..
now papa company isnt doing so well..
i feel so worry bout it..
dunno wat to do..
im at here n they at there..
haiz..
every month i spend $500 more its a lot!
i feel heart pain when i imagine if those money are mine..
now im trying to save as i could..
cut down my cost..
esp in transport..
why human life must be so difficult??
no money no life..
why money is always the priority??
why everybody only look at money to measure friendship??
im so sick of it!
i must resist for another 5 months before i got job in hotel..
i really hope to get to hotel that can pay me more than $500 a month..
but the most important is the hotel will not bully trainee..
i want to work!!!!
really want to work!!
i miss my old times when i dun need to worry any single thing of life..

happy cny 2010

2010-02-17T16:25:00.003+08:00

have been so long ignoring my blog :P
back to blog..
on the 11 feb i go back to medan to celebrate cny..
i cant take pom test..
but i then know tat sunny was sick on tat day so she didnt take either..
so i can take the test togeta with her :)
but seriously speaking tis is the worst time for me to come back..
totally no experience n good mood surround me :(
but go back alrdy wat to do must enjoy ma..
spend the reunion dinner at RM garuda..
the pic is on my mum camera coz tat day i havent charge my camera..
the first day of cny is totally different with previous year..
now no more ama n akong from my dad side..
so we just go to my ama house from my mum side bai jia..
second day of cny i meet my old frens..
we watch percy jackson n the lightning thief..
he is sssssssssssssssooooooooooooooo handsome!
then we go take studio pic n eat dinner..
third day me n my family all went to my step grandma house..
see small cute baby :)
then at nite me,rei,tien,topui,n wen go eat jw marriot buffet..
i have been wanting tis for so long!
quite nice but the tax n service charge was enormous!

pic are posted at fb :)

gathering with medan kia

2010-01-30T23:59:00.002+08:00

me n keith will start again from the beginning as a fren..
the feeling i give him is too cold..
n i am a person that never try to understand him n if ask me to choose him or my frens i will choose my frens more than him..
i always sacrify him..
i am not able to treat him as i treat my bro..
i cant love him as i love my bro..
tis is the real me..
sometimes i feel i am very weird..
i am very different from other people..
people cherish their bf/gf a lot..
but i cant..
sometimes i will complain a lot to him,nag n nag non stop..
he will just listen without saying a word..
but on the other hand if he is the one who stress out n seeking for a person to talk tat person will not b me bcoz i am a person tat only think of myself..
so he will seek for other people to talk to..
i feel tat he very stress now bcoz he wasnt unable to talk to other people about how he feels..
so then i decided not to add his burden anymore..
see how it goes..
today i went out with bunch of my medan frens..
we eat ayam penyet :)
afta tat we sit n talk2 at borders bistro..
miss tis kind of feeling coz it is so hard to meet them coz we all at different sch..
miss my high sch badly..
i wish to go back to tat time :(

ALiS BdaY

2010-01-25T18:41:00.002+08:00

today is alis n rot chan bday..
she is my jkt fren at shatec :)
a gorgeous n hardworking gal..
she was sad coz her group of frens didnt even wish her happy bday..
i dunno wat happen to her n the group of frens but roughly i can feel that they are no longer a group..
i tell her not to think about it to much although they dun want to b frens wit her, she still got us n her frens at jkt..
n also today is a super irritating day for me..
ms.raihan told me that i cant take pom test coz im leaving in a non excuse date..
regarding the ticket is my fault but the way she speak to me also very damn scarstic..
why tis thing always happen to me..
i am super unlucky..
i understand mr.bharath situation..
he ask me to write a letter to host life n see how it is..
if host life let me take the test then it should b fine..
i just damn hate the sch management!
act so professional, they teach student to be a gracious person but they never even reflect themselves..
never even try to help student..
i didnt do tis on purpose coz i never imagine tat the test will fall on tat day..
then she just blame everything to me..
seriously if she is in my position n she is a foreigner i think she will feel..
without us foreigner paying more for the sch fees i dun think shatec will b able to cover everything of their expense, they should b grateful man!
feel like complaining bout tis stupid sch to newspaper..
fuck shatec seriously!
go back to alis..
then we went to imm fish n co to celebrate..
take some pic..
find them on fb :)

AD n JeAn JiE wEdd

2010-01-24T18:27:00.002+08:00

yest me,yumin,herman,jerry,victor n erwin went to JB..
we actually suppose to meet 9.30 at kranji..
but jerry n erwin was late..
we start to board the bus at 10.30 instead..
we reach JB at 11 plus then we go n catch our lunch at Gary HK cafe..
they are full hgouse n even got people queue for their turn..
afta our lunch there we go up to shop but suddenly we saw all the shop were closed..
we went to ask one of a shop staff n they told us that sultan of JB had just passed away so as a respect to him the whole shop at JB should closed..
walau we damn dissapointed man!
esp those guys coz at least me n yumin come for a reason which is attending AD's wedding dinner..
unfortunately they had to leave JB empty handed..
we meet jy n nic at custom n we took cab to potray pacific(pan pacific)hotel..
we check in..
the room is quite nice..
for RM 210 is quite cheap..
we 3 person share the room n jy wit nic they share another room..
bout 7 plus we go to the wedding venue which is at international Johor convention centre..
there are 30 tables in total..
the food was great but there just some irritating incident occur..
the next day we check out at 10 plus n we went to city square to had our lunch before heading back to sg..
then shop for chewing gum n stuff..
n finally we board bus to sg n finally reach sg at 1pm plus..

ps: photos are post at fb :)

MY LOVELY HOLIDAY

2010-01-10T16:05:00.003+08:00

on the 16 dec 2009 nite 7.50pm, me n by had our flight back to medan (my lovely hometown)
we had the same flight with khewies n gf, tere, arwin (mum's fren son), n a guy from my former sch..
lucky our flight didnt cancel coz actually khewies ,gf, tere had their flight the day b4 but it was canceled..
the worst is jetstar didnt compensate them anything..
they have to waste their cab fee..
i heard from tere when we reach medan..
she seems quite angry..
wat to do tis is budget air..
when we landed in medan i was lucky coz i stand very near to the bus entrance so me n by ci dao very fast run n reach the immigration place..
but by quite unlucky his foreign passport need other people to chop so he cant queue same queue with me..
he then taken to a room afta i chop my passport i go find him but cant find..
then i look around he at the foreign immigration liao..
my mum pick us up..
ty n papa also come n fetch me..
ty so tall n got lots of pimple suddenly..
bcome ugly :(
but its ok i still love him :)
then my dad drive us go eat at selat panjang street..
by had his first tiong sim mee..
n he say he was unable to forget the taste..
so cute sia..
i had my hor fun as usual but dunno medan hor fun is 100x nicer than sg to me..
afta dinner my dad bring him to felix house..
my mum give us each one a handphone..
coz tis hp call each other is free..
by journey for 7 days 6 nites trained him a lot haha..
usually he dun like car horn..
but afta he come medan he get used to it..
he usally cant do anything if he is inside car n afta he return to sg n take cab he say he didnt used to sg road which are so smooth lol..
so funny..
he also keep compare sg n indo food...
walau tis part i cant tahan n want to laugh..
he say cant understand why sg food so ex..
actually is the currency prob..
during his trip we bring him go eat a lot of nice food..
just he cant eat seafood coz he got 'bisul'
i dunno how to say it in eng..
we eat fish curry at polonia road..
coz normally eat that we didnt use cutlery, by find difficulty in eating..
my mum also keep laughing..
but the fish curry is super nice..
then we also got go eat at cemara asri "AROMA"
the food are nice and the service is GOOD..
i was amazed by the waitress who is very tentative and polite..
even we got complain she also give us feedback like "very sorry, i will inform our chef bla2"
2 thumbs up for her..
we also eat dim sum at babura..
we got bring him to eat durian also n buy his clothes..
he bought 2 business attire, 2 ties, 3 t shirt, 2 long pants, 1 shorts cost him about $100-$200 if i convert from rupiah..
bring him to Cambridge mall n he got his green shoe..
roughly i think he spend $200 plus only for his trip..
when he about to return to sg we call for the tapioca dealer n order for him 5 packet..
also go to order 2 box of kue lapis..
his last day at medan we go eat nelayan togeta wit sanny n felix..
when he return to sg his luggage is super full..
n he got 2 box to carry n 1 bag..
scary..
then i spend my 2 weeks plus at medan hanging out with my frens..
first wit angeline n jessica..
second of course wit my bff michelle,nixon,sunario,jerry..
third with jeny,cindy,ria,sasa..
with my family we go eat koki sunda!(my fav) then kalasan..
haiz regret nvr bring by eat tis 2..
coz his time so pack..
and on 31 dec 2009 i go to michelle house n had bbq..
she also invite her bf frens..
according to nixon he say tis year bbq not as fun as last year..
haiz he so anti social sia..
we grilled, play fire works, n talk until 3am plus..
then the next morning 8am my dad fetch me home coz i need to attend my akong 37 days..
actually i thought i can sleep but bo bian..
but in the contrary i didnt feel sleepy at all..
afta praying then my cousin ask us to go karaoke..
but afta come back from karaoke i really cant tahan anymore..
i sleep until 8 pm plus..
last meeting is with my old classmates from teru teru bozu..
just some of us like khendy,faisal,acun,jeny,n ike..
we had lunch at vinta cafe then go karaoke..
during my holiday at medan i went to karaoke for 4 times..
3 time at happy puppy n 1 time at inul..
haiz but finally i trained my singing skill haha..
didnt feel enough for my tis time holiday..
i want it more..
my new year holiday is my last holiday to enjoy..
gotta had marriot buffet wit bffs :D

ps:all the pic during my trip is on fb (so lazy to post here)

NO cHiNEsE NeW YeAr TiS yEaR

2009-12-12T14:21:00.002+08:00

today is my last day of exam..
n also the day when my grandfather passed away..
i will never imagine that..
when i am in mrt i receive a phone from my mom..
she told me that my grandfather pass away alrdy tis morning..
at first, i still cant believe because as i know he is very strong person..
last time one day he can smoke 3 pack of cigarettes alone..
nvr get lung cancer..
i feels that his body resistance is very strong..
when she tells me my heart bumping fast n my hand was shaking..
but i nvr cry because i honestly dun like him..
if i can say i hate him because he treat my ama without respect..
my mom ask me to inform my aunt..
i call back to house n inform my cousin..
she was shocked!
then i call back to my mom n ask wat exactly had happen..
she tells me that my akong cough very serious..
she bring him go see doctor n doctor give him medicine to drink..
n my mom send him back..
he then thank my mom n my dad..
he say his own sons and daughters also nvr care for him..
at that point of time i cant resist n cry..
i feels that i didnt hate him anymore but i pity him..
seriously i cant imagine this kind of word will come out from my akong mouth..
he is such an arrogant and cold person in my opinion..
i can understand how painful he feels when he is actually suffering but nobody by his side..
i feel so stupid i keep crying in mrt..
i think people who know that i cry might think im having relationship prob..
when i reach batok i walk wit by n tell him..
i cry again..
when i reach sch i tell zabo they all n cry again..
lucky today is my last paper..
thanks to all of u who have support me..
thanks for the condolence too..
when im on my way home then i realize tis year cant take any angpao..
i am so lame!

now time to take a rest afta tough battle for 6 days :)

WoW

2009-12-11T18:21:00.002+08:00

finally tmr is the last day of exam..
although i consider today is last day LOL..
just finish poc just now..
quite straight forward paper..
hope can do well since it is a core subj..
my test n proj not so good so hope tis exam can pull my mark up..
yest i very angry with one of shatec admin people..
he accuse me n rita cheating but we are not..
just 'kebalikan ny' haha
lucky rita she very good in talking..
she talk until the teacher cant say anything..
love her so much..
then today we go find him n ask bout our yest paper..
then he still act cute say got bad n good news to tell us..
the bad news is he will come to our class n make announcement cant look at each other anymore..
which is he also nvr come..
LAME!
the good news is he say tat our paper in on control..
which is no big deal liao..
today poc paper make me happy..
but just i write wrong info in dismissive n ambivalent..
i mistaken tat 2..
haiz lose mark..
nic who sit beside me today very diligent..
we got 3 blank paper to fill in our ans for short ans..
i only make use of tis 3 but he ask for another 2 from the mentor..
tat means he write 5 pages!
wow!
afta poc paper we stay back for ms.pauline how to tell us about HS..
but some people cant wait n they go back first..
so only some of us wait then when she come she tell us tat 4 person has pass the referal..
it was me,sunny,jun yong, n jia yi..
lucky i can pass i was like want to cry haha..
she say the referal who manage to pass tat is not included the proj n test mark..
if tat one include i think i forever wont be able to pass...
so i faster message sunny,jy,jia yi,n by..
really lucky today!

now conan time :)

SiAN SIa

2009-12-08T20:23:00.002+08:00

now i am suppose to study QS but i feel so sleepy coz i just wake up..
just now tourism is a killing paper lucky by give me tips...
but still very difficult..
just hope can pass..
banquet i very good paper haha..
all the tips that ms.lin gave came out..
i am excited..
just now go toa payoh to stock up my tibits..
just cant resist tibits >_<

ok im going to 'study' now..
:P

2012 end of world??

2009-11-29T22:45:00.002+08:00

today me n by go n grab our 2012 ticket..
yest he call for hotline booking makes him waste his 60 cents..
then we buy popcorn..
n wait until the theater open..
then we go in n watch the movie..
quite nice movie..
although i find some parts quite funny..
i laugh but nobody laugh..
but there are also some sad parts..
if i were to die in 2012 i will choose die in tibet like the old monk..
the place there so peaceful..
catch fish manhattan at marina..
very fulling..
n the service good..
then we heading to watson n buy mentos..
then take bus back to novena n buy bengawan solo nyonya kueh for tmr banquet..
hope my presentation will success..
jia you my team mates!
we can do it!
LOL i find another cute pic of pikachu again from my fren blog..
SO ADORABLE!!!

EmO

2009-11-28T22:05:00.005+08:00

today i whole day at home..
MEDITATE wit QS..
left little things i havent do..
on mond i will talk to my group mates n discuss wit them..
if tis finish we can call it a day..
no more disturbing proj..
can concentrate more for exam..
although i will also study last minute :P
i watch conan the movie..
so nice!
although to me kindaichi is the best but i like conan too..
had subway for my dinner..

so kawaiii!!!!

PrEsEnTaTiOn WeEK

2009-11-26T21:58:00.002+08:00

last week,tis week, n next week are full of presentation!
just come back from esplanade library wit my group mates..
we finish almost all of the proj..
lucky i have good team mates tis term..
all of them are very capable..
few days ago a lot of things happen..
but the worst to me is i finally realize how fake is a person can be..
i am very very dissapointed..
when the first time i meet her, i feels tat she is a very nice person..
her teaching method is good and interesting..
but all gone now..
finally i see the other side of her..
u are a mentor..
so please reflect yourself..
we are all your student but why u treat us differently..
i hope next time will not see her again..

SuShI dAy

2009-11-22T10:11:00.004+08:00

yest meet by at 1 at somerset..
but i late bout 30 mins :(
then we go to cine n buy 'my gf is an agent' ticket..
afta tat we hop to suki sushi..
we try the buffet..
eat until very full sia..
we order 2cawamushi, bacon wrap enoki, bacon wrap asparagus, small onigiri, 3edamame, jellyfish, teriyaki chicken, fried kani, fried ebi, soft shell crab sushi, shishamo, mochi, ice cream, chocolate eclair, etc..

bymy big face

we eat until full full..
but the price also wow..
1 person $19.90++
total bill $47.05
sibe ex..
then as usual afta eat i very sleepy..
4.15 the movie starts..
we went inside..
nice movie!
lot better then mr&mrs smith..
afta finish watching movie we went to taka..
i see 1 nice backpack..
cant resist it so i buy..
$49.90..
multi function for laptop n stuff sch stuff i like it..
broke le..
then our dinner of course at ayam penyet ria :)
i talk talk to the cashier aunty n she give me the discount card lol..

FuStRAtEd

2009-11-17T21:17:00.002+08:00

i just want to shout out loud..
FUCK YOU SHATEC INSTITUTE!!!
damn angry with everything there..
the mentor, subject, n the project..
i really regret to choose tis sch..
why i am so unlucky??
all my fren they come here n study also but they are very happy..
they enjoy their life here while i feel more n more stress..
life feels so terrible to me..
if i am able to choose..
i rather stay at medan n dun come here..
i can see my family everyday..
i can meet all my frens everyday..
i can go everywhere i want..
i can do wat ever i want..
to me the happiest moment for the past 1 year is during my 3 months attachment..
although i see so many fake people around me but i dun feel as stress as when i am in sch..
sometimes i scare tat one day i will explode..
i think i dun suit with tis kind of environment..
in medan i nvr feel so horrible in leading my life..
i need a break!
dec faster come..
miss medan badly :(

LaZy

2009-11-13T17:36:00.002+08:00

omg i havent post anything for almost a week..
dunno why i feel so sian to update blog now..
just come back from toa payoh library wit suying n alis..
we doing fhh there..
finally yest all progress test finish alrdy..
so relieve now but project is queuing up to b done..
we just done wit 1 which is tourism..
must finish the rest ASAP..
got my transcript yest..
i got A for suntec attachment..
quite a number of my classmates got A compare to suzen class..
their class only 3 person got..
our class is obviously better..
5 of us not to mention those going JBR n st.julien they all got A so nothing special i think..
just love my attachment days there..
i miss kena nag n scold by ima..
i miss clearing, wiping plates, and sorting chopstick wit joaquim aunty..
i miss being runner n set table at prp..
really miss tat moment..
today some of my sgporean classmates go back suntec n do APEC..
actually i really want to go..
at first i very sian coz they say no money..
but if volunteer can..
i dun wan but end up they say got certificate if u go APEC n help up..
walau i damn sian..
if i know i will go also..
collect more n more certificate..
somemore may b i will have chance to peep n see president n lots of other famous people there..
1 month time to december..
i hardly wait for it..
pliz come faster my december..
i want u so badly!!!

1 YeAr AnNIvErSaRy

2009-11-07T21:10:00.003+08:00

today is my first year anniversary wit by..
we have been togeta for 1 year liao..
seems so fast lol..
we have been through a lot of things..
happy n sad moments...
sometimes i feel so bad coz i am a very bad temper person..
i will easily vend my anger..
not in front of my fren but to some people who i close with n able to talk to..
n he is one of them..
so he always kena my nag, my complain bla bla bla..
n everytime he will just keep quiet n nvr say anything..
sometimes i feel so bad to him..
coz actually eveything is my fault but i was to shamed to admit it n blame him..
hope tat our relationship will get better n better..
love u by!

today we suppose to study at bugis NLB..
but unfortunately the study hall is full n we are not allowed to go in the reference room wit our own book..
so we go watch jennifer's body at the grand cathay..
honestly, it is not a very nice movie after all..
afta tat for dinner we eat carl's junior..

by present for me :)

eyeshadow!

ps:just love it so much! thx by :)

HaPiE BdAy My LoVeLy BaBy

2009-10-28T19:02:00.004+08:00

today is by bday..
yest i skip QS n buy his cake..
the cake very cute..
i just love it..

tis is my gift for by..PS:wish u a very hapie bday by.. :D

SmElLs NiCe :)

2009-10-24T15:11:00.000+08:00

today by having his ippt..
but he failed for 4 sec..
poor him must go for training..
dun b sad by..
today we will b meeting for dinner..
i really want to try the bumbu mas badly..
now my cousin frens are coming by n make cake..
i can smell the smell..
seems so yummy :)

going to study banquet ops..
c a..

uang sangatlah penting!

2009-10-21T23:04:00.002+08:00

AAAAARRRRRRRRGGGGGGHHHHHHH!!!
i really need to save money..
cash tight..
dunno why i nvr encounter tis prob when i still having my attachment..
during attachment i still feel tat i spend half of my 1 month expense..
tis week i left $30 must tahan until sund..
if possible tahan till next week..
rushing for project n test..
banquet test coming...
must chiong a!!!
wish me luck :)

AnOtHeR sToRy

2009-10-16T23:19:00.002+08:00

yest we having our fhh presentation..
our mentor ms.c come in to class at 8.50am..
she sit n wait without saying anything..
then we realize tat there is no projector n we need to take from office..
then lao ba go down but cant find..
so he went up n tell ms.c but she didnt say anything..
then he go down again n finally got 1 but forget to bring the extention..
so then he go down again..
then when they almost finish setting up time shows 9.30am..
then she suddenly say "are you guys aware that institute of hosting has its own projector?"
we just keep quiet n nvr say anything..
actually before tat i got ask alis n she told me may b tat projector can b use by MAC only..
but actually not..
if ms.c is a nice person she should tell us from the beginning rite??
then she say tat we make her wait so long..
in my mind, i think "WHATEVER"!
then we start our presentation..
but the first 2 group was thrown such difficult question n she really see so deep in the event we doing..
we as the 3rd group to present were so panic..
coz suddenly brandon laptop crush..
but lucky when we borrow lao ba laptop, inside his laptop got jason marz song's im yours..
which is our type of song we going to play..
when we finish our presentation she tell us which part we should pay more attention at..
n her last comment is "well done!"
i was like OMG!
it was so surprising!
the 4th group to present also did quite well..
but overall she say she likes our class presentation..
n today our class starts at 8am!!
which is so killing..
when i reach b.batok i rush to mcd to buy breakfast..
tat time was 7.45am..
then when i come out from mcd it start raining heavily..
i was damn pek chek coz im wearing long pants..
then i take out my umbrella n walk to sch..
when i reach sch its 8.15am but lucky the mentor hasnt mark attendance..
then in the afternoon i read an article about a little girl about 3 died afta she suffer quite a number of injuries on her body done by her mother's boyfriend ..
it also stated a few news about child abuse..
such as a boy was slamed to the wall by his father coz he dirtied his father's coat, he died on the spot..
the other is a kid was forced to eat feces n suffer severe injuries on his body n found died around AMK area..
news from oveseas is about 2 couple who divorce n their 2 kids were staying with their father n due to stress the father has actually killed them..

walau when i read tis story i was like WTF those people are so inhuman even treated kids like a 'thing'..
those people who abuse them should just be hanged to died, no worth living in tis world.

UnIqUeLy sG

2009-10-11T22:00:00.002+08:00

i havent been blog for 1 week lol..
today i go to by cousin wedding at holiday inn hotel..
the wedding was held in the crystal ballroom...
to my surprised the ballroom of the hotel quite small compare to suntec..
now i understand convention privileges..
there are 7 courses togeta..
cold dish,shark fin soup,smoked duck,broccoli wit mushroom,ifu mee,fish in nyonya sauce, n last for the dessert is yam..
i just love the shark fin!
super yummy :)
afta the wedding i went home n change..
meeting michelle,bak,n herman at taka..
when me n by dao, we go accompany bak to draw money then eat at botak jones..
seriously i prefer aston than botak jones...
but overall not bad..
then we go mcd sit2, talk2 n eat ice cream..
afta tat we sit infront of LV n chanel entrance..
look so thrifty lol..

bak,michelle,me,herman

herman,bak,michelle,me

me n by (ngek ne couple shirt ny)

bak,mich,herman,by

me n michelle

PS:thx to michelle for the roxy t-shirt :D

JB-ing is F.U.N!

2009-10-04T21:05:00.000+08:00

today i wake up at 7.30am
go bath then prepare to take mrt to woodlands
me n by meet at there then take bus 950 to jb
shiok!
meeting zabo,AD,n da sao there
dao city square we ci dao buy couple shirt
afta tat hop to AD car n head to eat lunch
bak kut teh :)
AD treat, jy n nic also join us coz they doing their bike
afta lunch we head to AD house n rest while he taking those 2 to fix their bike
play wit AD's doggy
they very active can kiss people lol
i very soi my shorts kena their pee
damn smelly sia
wash liao still got the smell
wait for quite long at his house then finally he bring us to shop at jusco
me n by find another couple shirt there at converse
there also got A&W
its like OMG! i so long nvr eat A&W liao!
then me n by head back to AD house by cab
its raining quite heavy
play wit AD's niece
they both so cute!!

cie cie n zabo :)

mei mei

AD bring us eat hor fun n hokkien mee for dinner
super yummy!
we order hokkien mee, fried hor fun, hor fun wit egg, cereal prawn, prawn paste chicken, kailan
eat until shiok!
1 person just RM10
cheap n good!
afta eat AD drive us to check point
me, by, n zabo take bus home by tat time is very late alrdy somemore jam till very jia lat
when we reach sg alrdy 11.30 like tat n by father ask him to take cab home
so he drop me n zabo to marsiling mrt
n again i very soi
miss my train n my last train stop at toa payoh!
again 1 stop before novena!
i damn sian!!!
but bo pian then i reach toa payoh liao i take cab
cost me $6
at least cheaper than tat time
just hate to take cab so much
waste my money!
reach home liao then faster bath n sleep

ps:sorry mum make u so worry bout me :(

sandy n nana wit their nice eye shadow!

i want tis badly!!!

My FiRsT wEeK oF sCh

2009-10-02T18:26:00.002+08:00

VERY BORING!
i dun have anything to say..
everything seems so sian tis term we have 7 subj n all got proj..
just hate proj so much..
i rather work!
::((

going jb tis sun wit zabo :)

SpEcIaL OfF dAy

2009-09-25T23:57:00.002+08:00

today is a special off day for me coz instead enjoying my off day i work part time at ION orchard..
location: LOUIS VUITTON!!!
its like so wow!
me,sunny,by,sanny, felix, fiona etc work as waiter n waitress serving drinks n snacks..
coz specially yest n today is a private event..
a lot of sg actress n actor come..
i even serve them drinks!
i was like so happy..
all the people who come is invited by LV..
they all very high class n very polite..
just so excited today..
we serve from 3pm to 5pm..
then the left over snacks we can eat..
got cakes n macarons :)
so yummy..
they then start to pack up things afta tat..
then we got our pay..
actually i was told to work from 1pm to 7pm but in the end 6pm end alrdy..
got my very first pay..
1 hour $7 so 5 hours i got $35..
i so proud of myself coz tis is the first time in my whole life i earn money by myself..
although the work is tiring but its fun n the people there also very nice..
hope they will call us again for another event..
at nite dinner wit by at ayam penyet (as usual) :P

ByE ByE sUnTeC

2009-09-24T22:38:00.005+08:00

today i our farewell party..
i got 9am to 5pm shift..
quite enjoy it coz today i set ballroom for the whole day..
for 26 sept dinner event..
tired but fun!
i like if got sth to do rather than CTB n cocktail for the pass few days very boring!
take quite a lot of pic..
i post all at fb but unfortunately i must secure it coz we still wearing suntec uniform..
feel so paise to some of my frens..
i told them i will tag they all at fb..

michael (set up manager)
suntec 3rd badge n mentors :)
wit our sexy captain :D
deric's genk
gorgeous gals wit "ong2"
my group (sort of nic)
the gals n edelyn :)
the guys n benson
imitating prp people lol
love them :)
ballroom tat we set
my big face n AD
my best bro :)

i will miss them all

1 WeEk To FiNiSh Up OuR aTtAcHmEnT

2009-09-21T15:20:00.002+08:00

left 1 week in suntec..
seriously i feel so sad..
i really treasure my time working there although i work for free for 13 weeks..
but i wish to have colleagues like suntec people in my last year attachment in hotel..
yest go out wit by n shop..
buy 4 piece of t-shirt..
plan to give 1 to my besties michelle..
coz she love doraemon..
afta tat go eat black chicken soup at geylang 23..
miss tis soup so much..
my shift today is from 6pm to 1am..
terrible shift but also very curious bout it..
we will going to work wit set up people..
hope it will b fun..
:)

BanQuEt FoR 2 wEeKs

2009-09-18T11:35:00.000+08:00

now im under banquet..
wit ima again :)
for the past few day there's no big event mostly CTB..
4-11 shift really kills me..
although i cant wake up early but i prefer 1-8 shift more..
at least when i reach home still got show to watch..
JB-ing tis sat wit min,nic,AD..
hardly waiting :D

My LAst dAy At PrP

2009-09-13T01:24:00.000+08:00

finally we are able to endure for 6 weeks..
which is the longest period in the whole group..
feel so proud :)
rita ask all prp staff meeting for our marks..
hope for the best..
banquet for the next 2 weeks..
and then go back sch..
DAMN SIAN!

saw this cute stuff at "more then words" reminds me of bozuers :)

yumin:i have try the "hokkaido cream" flavour but still not as nice as the chocolate..

MeDaN kia GaThErInG

2009-09-11T00:18:00.000+08:00

today medan kia gathering..
meet inge n sasa at cine..
i late but thx to sasa help us all buy ticket liao..
then lunch at kobayashi hangul..
then watch G-FORCE..
such a nice movie..
love it!
afta tat we go starbuck sit sit n talk till 8 plus haha..
then going to pasta waraku to dine..
sasa nvr come coz she going to eat wit her sis at toa payoh..
then left 4 of us me,inge,jer n taru..
queue to go in..
finish eating we wanna go back but i suddenly saw (in front of heeren) got pasta waraku advertisement written "student 25%off"
wah sian sia we finish eat alrdy then see..
but bo pian..

PS:spend $50 plus for today omg!must save more liao :X

LaSt wEeK iN pRp :)

2009-09-10T23:23:00.000+08:00

wah i want to scream out loud!
I FINALLY FREE!!!
today i have my half day coz i start work at 10am till 1.15pm..
dunno why i prefer to work about tis time at prp..
i think i like it more..
then meeting herman n bak then go IT fair..
buy my top up card at singtel n got free gifts bag,2 free talk $2 card,n free taking pic wit the singtel mascot..
i cant upload the pic coz my bloody laptop AGAIN cant upload!!
shit!
then we go eat ayam penyet..
feel so long nvr talk hokkien alrdy..
also so long nvr talk malay liao..
my malay getting worse (help help!!!)
tmr going out wit inge,bak,taru n sasa..
finally can go out wit my indo frens..
miss them so much..
i like nvr meet them for ages..
sian going back sch in 2 weeks time..
hate shatec life,study from mornink till evening really no life..
_!_
must wake up early everyday n take 17 stops to bukit batok..
miss my high sch miss teru teru bozu,miss holy n evil,miss x-phat,miss EXPRESSION,miss SUTOMO 1!

My LaSt wEeK aT pRp

2009-09-08T10:45:00.001+08:00

wow i cant imagine tat tis is my last week in hell..
soon i will fly back to heaven..
hope time pass faster..
yest feel a bit sick may b coz the suntec sleeping room too cold..
afta i eat biogesic i feel much more better..
going to work soon..
c a..

AnOtHEr OfF

2009-09-04T16:05:00.002+08:00

i got my other off day on today..
watch ghostbuster till episode 24 alrdy..
going to meet by n catch the final destination..

love Kylie Griffin n Eduardo Rivera :)

JuSt aNoThEr 2 wEeKs PlUs :)

2009-08-28T23:38:00.004+08:00

heaven will come to me soon..
i cant wait to return back to banquet..
just hope tis 2 weeks plus faster end..
yest i got my half day n today is my off..
again yest esther tat bitch nag to us..
she say tat i late..
ok i am late for 2 MINUTES ONLY..
she say tat i late 5 MINUTES..
u think i so stupid a..
late 5 min must pay u back 1 hour..
i wont ever b so STUPID!
she caught us eat n caught khewies answer phone..
then she kpkb to janet..
walao see her face thought tat she quite nice in fact her attitude sibe CB..
even worse than vivien..
now im ok wit everybody there..
except her..
feel like slapping her face..
then today n yest i keep watching extreme ghostbuster..
one of my fav cartoon movie when i was young..
got 40 episode n i watch till 13 liao..
i think i will continue watching it on my next off day..
today go eat ayam penyet wit by..
but i forget to buy my milk,fruit juice,n bread :(

i have been eating lots of Mcflurry for tis 4 weeks to relieve my stress working there..

I AM A DUMBASS

2009-08-25T01:14:00.004+08:00

today i whole day do setting n fold napkin..
n bad news..
my sis laptop didnt have adapter..
the person whom i buy from must have mistaken n put 2 cable inside..
n i also very stupid nvr check properly..
fuck la need to call again n change..
the worse is tat laptop at medan alrdy now :(
im such a dumb!

suddenly my blog can post pic then i just post ;P

me on the bus

loster n crab (one of PRP ala carte menu)

2 DaYs oFf FiNAllY OvEr :(

2009-08-19T23:34:00.001+08:00

today i go back to sch to pay sch fee n take result..
take from ho xin xin..
then i ask them can help people take or not n she say cant..
bo pian..
BEVERAGE----->B
FOODS-------->A
MIS---------->B
TR----------->B+
GPA= 3.03
fiuhhhh :)
meet suzen n meng xiao ting..
talk2 wit them..
share my experience..
suzen tell me a lot of things..
she got the highest for the 3 months attachment which is A..
she say her class mostly all people go suntec one only got B or B+
i feel she really a very powerful girl..
she even can got comment card at joaquim..
its difficult man coz normally joaquim guest only will complain about the food..
afta tat go home n dinner wit by,sanny,n felix..
so happy today...
but thinking of tmr must work make me sian :(

My OlD StOrIes

2009-08-18T19:40:00.003+08:00

today so sian..
off day n PH claim today n tmr..
just come back from toa payoh wit fang..
buying body wash,facial wash,fresh juice,bread,milk,stockings,n candy..
almost spend more than $30..

coz really nothing happen today i just write sth bout my family..
my dad is a vegetarian, he has been vegetarian for more than 10 years...
really proud of him everyday only eat vege sometimes when we eating outside he just sit n watch us eat..
sometimes he even nvr eat at nite..
he ever told us tat he want to try like gautama buddha eat 1 meal per day..
but end up no coz its really very tough lol..
my dad is a business man although he didnt look like business man for me..
he always stays at home..
i see all my frens dad always go out to work in the morning then come home at 6 or 7 pm..
my mum told me coz dad works just use phone can alrdy..
n last time my dad change his office name from PT WIRA BUDI GOTAMA to PT.WIRA BUDI GAUTAMA coz he respect gautama buddha a lot..
everyday he will wake up at 3am read sutra in the praying room until 5 or 6am then go to borobudur temple n pray..
afta tat he will buy us breakfast n reach home at 7.15am then when we finish breakfast he will drive us to sch coz our driver come later..
last time he even go to market n buy house use stuff..
but now he n my mom will go togeta..
but there is one thing i hate the most about my dad is he is very very no no its super duper kancheong guy..
wah cant tahan he will keep nag nag nag..
then he always listen to his sis site there..
n i dun like them to me they all talk bullshit!
they like to gossip around n my dad believe it..
i like OMG! just hope tat he will change..
now my family dad,mom,sis,n bro involve in tzu chi organization..
tis is an organization form by a nun from taiwan, hua lien province..
tis organization helps people n country which attack by disaster..
despite of race n religion..
they have touch lots of people heart even some people thought tat tzu chi is a country..
one day i hope tat i will b able to go taiwan to visit the tzu chi temple itself..
n i wish to meet master cheng yen(the nun)

my mum a normal housewife, i actually have a lot of things to say but dunno how to say..
last time dad n mum sometimes will quarrel coz small things then i really really super stupid..
i thought quarrel means want to divorce..
i very scare sia but end up the next day ok alrdy..
sometimes can even joke..
i dunno why i just cant keep anythings from her..
i will talk to her, share my thought..
i rmbr she told me when i was in primary 1 my form teacher called sumirah halim..
she is a non marry(cant say she virgin coz i dun feel she is) n very scary women...
got 1 time my report card wet n she say tat i drop water in it..
but actually my mum say she did it but she dun want to admit n she say to my mum tat i very stupid..
coz my grade consider low in class..
although my mum quite angry but she nvr tell me..
but miracle happens when i in primary 2 my form teacher is a very beautiful women(forget her name liao)
she teach very good n i got 6 rank n keep going up to 2 rank in class..
thx to her :)
i didnt mean to show off but from there onwards my rank nvr lower than 10..
even my sis envy me n say "may b mum feed u wit good brand milk if i drink tat milk i also will b like u"
LOL!!!
until when i start my senior high sch my rank drop until damn jia lat..
like wat people say senior high sch will make people more lazy to study..
wat i appreciate from my mum is very kind n gentle person..
yea!

my sis aka rei chan, she is 1 year younger than me..
a very sporty gal like to play basketball..
her physics is better then me..
i feel like our life seems like comic book a hardworking sis wit weak body,the other one very healthy but not so good in study haha..
one thing i envy my sis a lot is her face has no pimple at all..
very smooth sia!
then she nvr wash her face wit anything just use WATER..
T_T
then i rmbr last time when i still quite small me n my sis ever fight for a stupid snack cover..
i start it (of course lol)
we fight until very scary sia i pull her hair until so hard so does she..
like girl fight for one guy haha..
end up my mum very angry n cut the snack cover to 2 parts..
so childish o..

my bro is 2 years younger than me..
he is an autism child..
autism child is a child whose brain works slower than normal kids..
i used to hate him a lot..
i feel tat he is annoying i even ever beat him wit belt (so cruel!!!)
then i start to think n i feel guilty..
he also dun want to b like tat,if he got chance to choose he also want to b like normal kids..
from there onwards i change my attitude towards him..
n dunno why he quite scare of me..
even though i treat him good he still more close to my sis..
n my sis sometimes will beat him..
he is weird haha..
now he is learning math n mandarin wit my neighbor..
my bro is the apple in my parents eyes..
really miss him so much..
he like lion dance a lot..
last time he will keep playing lion dance vcd over n over again n we cant stop it or he will b angry..
wat we can do is to hide the vcd, in the end he cant find it..
seriously i dun like lion dance..
hope tat one day he will b a great man!
n i know he will :)

wah in conclusion:

I LOVE MY FAMILY A LOT MAN!THEY ARE THE BEST :)

FiUhH mY EfFoRt FiNaLlY PaId :)

2009-08-16T23:37:00.000+08:00

today a lot of things happen...
karjun accidentally drop chili sauce at a guest..
walau the wife kpkb..
then bo pien rita say give her 50% off..
then must pay the husband shirt laundry fee..
poor thing karjun..
then she also say tat prp staff is not trained..
irritating woman!
during dinner time..
got guest family of 8 people come n eat..
they sit at my station there..
dunno why i just help them pour tea,change plate n deliver food..
then i go to top up plate n nvr serve them liao..
then when they paying the bill, the husband write comment card n inside got my name..
fong mui tell me..
he say they like my service..
im so happy haha..
finally got comment card..
i think i can pass a smooth life at prp..

yest also got 1 big family reserve 3 big table..
n got 1 ama she give all her grandson n granddaughter 'ang pau'..
then she come towards me..
talk to me in cantonese..
i dun understand then i call may (my captain)
they talk in cantonese then she give a may 5 ang pau..
the conversation is she ask a may how many is the station service staff then a may say 5 then she give us ang pau..
but end up the money go to rita pocket..
sian..
today also got 1 family from indo..
then i serve the table..
talk2 to them n i say i here for attachment..
then when they want to go they put 1 $10 on the table..
then carol chase afta them..
they give it as tips n it goes to cashier..
so sad..
ang pau n tips all nvr got :(
life is so unfair..
we do or nvr do wrong things also kena scold..
then got good things happen nvr share wit us..
somemore keep throwing our food away..
walau SIAN!

4 weeks plus to HEAVEN!

2009-08-15T10:16:00.000+08:00

must tahan tahan..
so far so good..
people there whom i feel not nice still the same..
hope their impression to me wont get worse..
heard some funny story bout gilbert from banquet people..
soon he will b joining us at prp..
i really want to see how he works..
they say very jia lat..
lets see how jia lat it is..
c u all on next post..

2009-08-11T18:54:00.000+08:00

I HATE MY LAPPY!!!
now AGAIN!cant post pic...
i think the system inside got prob..
HATE IT SO MUCH!
today is my off day..
tmr is my half day..
but sian tmr i start at 6.45pm..
so no life..
last 2 days i kena caught nvr wear lipstick n stockings..
yumin,zabo, n jia yi nvr wear lipstick n they also write it besides our name..
walao tis small things they also need to record down...
bloody hell those people especially the cb vivien..
keep find a lot of trouble wit me..
nvm u show me attitude,i will also show attitude..
i dun care about my marks at there anymore..
useless!
just hope i will get quite good marks in banquet n joaquim..
i want to claim my PH on weekend..
i will try to fight for it!

Pearl River Palace

2009-08-10T09:56:00.000+08:00

1 week finally pass..
another 5 weeks to go..
must bear wit it,nothing else we can do..
yest was quite ok to me..
from being a runner,my duty then changed to waitress..
a may,my captain she let me serve n cut the fish..
im so glad tat she is my captain but just she a bit "high" haha..
i got chance to see fireworks when serving the guest..
but afta service finish,we quite du lan wit a chef..
he dun want to let us eat any food..
the worst is the throw the food to dustbin..
if u dun want to let us eat then just say,we are not people who craving for YOUR food..
feel so sad when i see all those dessert laying inside...
:(

WE ARE NOT SLAVE!

2009-08-07T00:46:00.002+08:00

JUST WANT TO SAY "FUCK U!"
nabe!2 full timer act so senior..
we just come prp for 3-4 days then u expect us like robot 1 time learn ci dao everything!!!
walau use ur mind to think la somemore still can blame people..
deliver wrong food to another table=kena nag for several times,kena humiliate,tell the whole world know tat i deliver food to wrong table..
fuck la!want to help also wrong nvr help also wrong!!!
somemore if anything wrong happen we must pay money..
wat a bloody working world is this place..
come work no transport fee no pay at all..
work liao kena humiliate,nag, n scold..
HELLO!WE EVEN PAY SCH TO COME TO WORK FOR FREE,MAN!
dont ever take us for granted!
i swear tmr if tat bitch still come n find trouble wit me, i will fuck her up!
_!_

LaSt DaY aT JoAQuiM

2009-08-03T00:00:00.003+08:00

FINALLY I CAN POST PIC LIAO..
i have been waiting so long..
sunday,2nd august 2009 i finally finish my 2 weeks attachment at joaquim..
its been a tiring week for tis 2 weeks..
just now siva call u for short briefing n he told me tat i got the highest mark for our group..
actually i feel tat i didnt deserve to b the best coz we 4 all did very well there...
so we all deserve to get the first..
in my heart we all are no.1 :)
next week onwards for 6 weeks i will belong to pearl river palace..
heard a lot of bad news n good news there..
so lets see how i could survive ba...
bad news:i lose another 1 kg..jia lat!!
now im so in love wit 2ne1- i dont care :)

i dont care e e e e e...i dont care e e e e e...

WHY I CANT UPLOAD PIC??

2009-07-29T14:14:00.000+08:00

WTF IS HAPPENING??
WHY I CANT UPLOAD PIC N CHANGE FONT??
FRENS DO U ALL ENCOUNTER TIS PROB??
PLIZ LET ME KNOW THX...

tis week is my last week at joaquim..
although i learn almost nothing there but i have a chance to meet a lot of nice people...
from tasneem,siva,vinnie(she ok la although very naggy),yvonne,zhaffry,all aunty,stewarding uncle,chef especially peter n asun(vincent)...
they all really take care of me thx thx a lot..
quite sad coz im leaving soon n going prp...
oya,must record down siva say he will treat me ice cream coz im good gal hehe :)
hardly wait...
my schedule in prp come out alrdy...
all super wierd timing...
mon-off
tues-6.45pm to 10.30pm(wedding)
wed-12pm start to 10pm
thurs-12pm start to 10pm
frid-12pm start to 10pm
sat-11.30am to 10.30pm
sun-11am to 10pm

they really wont let u shiok a while...
somemore my first day off then second day ci dao serve wedding walau wat are they thinking sia we are not super human...
nvr learn then can do...
aiya bo bian but at least got karjun n nic same wit me...
wondering who is my captain...
pray pray pliz dun kena alex the kan cheong spider...

tmr ayam penyet wit by :)
happy happy...